kenneth:
no wonder the logic was less screwed than usual.
i was wondering when rahman suddenly became sensible.

rahman:
i KNOW leena's your husband. i'ld have to be MAD to have her as mine.
anyway she CAN'T be my husband.

leena:
i don't love you
i MISS you
there's a difference
and anyway
i miss SUANNING you

(:

i didn;t realise how much i missed leena.
until todayy(:

i think

i talked more to them in a few hours than to my class in two WEEKS.

and now my class knows i'm psychotic.

((:


NO SERIOUS POSTS UNTIL BLOGGER'S CLUB COMES OUTTTTT.

so endure.

or speed up the process(:



geok:

sorry i cant!!! ):
i have practive till 10 plus again...
my clique cant either):
I'LL CALL YOU WHEN I'M DONE TO ASK((:



milopowdersoftwarepower(:

Your Personality Cluster is Introverted Sensing

You are: Responsible, ethical, and trustworthy Loyal, with a sense of roots in your community Someone who treasures and remembers the past Adverse to surprises and the unknown

i refuse to post properly unless bloggers club is set up.



which means that the milo blog will be active only LATERR.



in that case, this = random and waste time.



HAHAHAHAHA





#@$@^&$*^%(!#*)#)$)$)_$@!(mailto:**@%5E%5E@@+_+$#!#%!@ that stupid PW PI





darn itttt.





no ideassssss.



(come to think of it, i should just churn one out, i can always redo((: )








Rahman- says:
im hidden!
Rahman- says:
hidden AWAY
ℓ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥υ ღ inverted [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̅٦̅] says:
-_-"
Rahman- says:
in the SHADOWS





thus came about



HIDDEN.



________Hidden
______In the shadows
____waiting for someone
____ to find me. For the
_____light to chase the
________darkness
_________away
__________.
_________For me
______To start anew
____ To be revealed again
____To be known to others
___Who am i? I cannot tell
__That is why. I am hidden.









all this when i'm supposed to be doing my $%@#^#^# PI.



(it's supposed to be the shadow of a person, incase you didn't realise. it seems that i like form.)







CRAPPPPPPPP.





acjc funorama on satttt

and tomorrow is 3 hour break.

THANK GOD FOR JESSICA(:


i really needed that(:

<3 all.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ANDREW!!!!


yesterday yesterday was the last day we were both 17 because our birthdays are 17 days apart.

you've been an AWESOME brother(:
you're always there when i need you, just to talk rubbish, or to vent or to just crap with(:
no matter how busy you are i can always ask you for help with work (like running to you every 2 minutes to ask simple log questions).
you're the BEST(:
you make me exercise (4 rounds around the estate are you nuts, without walking no less), SQUASH(: badminton, whatever.

i still remember when we were young and i used to beat you up and you NEVER retaliated...
i confess, the reason i stopped was cause i felt bad.

you're an example to me(:

GO ANDREW(:

You be the judge

"let me explain the problem science has with Jesus Christ." the atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class then asks one of his new students to stand.

"you're a Christian, arn't you, son?"

"yes sir," the student says.

"so you believe in God?"

"absolutely"

"is God good?"

"sure! God is good."

"is God all powerful? can God do anything?"

“yes”

“are you good or evil?”

“the bible says I’m evil”

The professor grins knowingly. “Aha! The bible!” he considers for a moment.

“here’s one for you. Lets say there’s a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?”

“yes sir, I would.”

“so you’re good!?

“I wouldn’t say that.”

“but why not say that? You’ld help a sicl and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn’t.”

The student does not answer, so the professor continues. “he doesn’t does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he prayed to Jesus to heal him. How is this Jesus good? Can you answer that one?

The student remains silent.

“ you can’t can you?” the professor says. He takes a sip of water from a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax.

“let’s start again, young fellow, is God good?”

“er… yes,” the student says.

“is satan good?”

The student doesn’t hesitate on this one. “no.”

“then where does satan come from?”

The student: “from… God…”

“that’s right. God made satan didn’t he? Tell me, son, is there evil in this world?”

“yes sir”

“evil’s everywhere, isn’t it? And Gid did make everything, correct?”

“yes”

“so who created evil?” the professor continued, “if God created everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according to the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil.”

Without allowing the student to answer, the professor continues,: “is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things, do they exist in this world?”

The student: “yes”

“so who created them?”

The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his question. "who created them?" there is still no answer. suddenly, the lecturer breaks away to pace infront of the classroom. the class is mesmerized.

"tell me," he continues onto another student, "do you believe in Jesus christ son?"

the student's voice is confident. " yes, professor, i do"

the old man stops pacing. "science says you have five senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. have you ever seen Jesus?"

" no sir, i;ve never seen him"

"then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus"

"no sir, i have not"

"have you actually felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelt yourJesus? have you any sensory perception of Jesus Christ, or God for that matter?"

" no sir i'm afraid i haven't"

"yet you still believe in him?"

"yes"

"according to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstratable protocol, science says your God doesn'e sxist. what do you say to that son?"

"nothing," the student replies. "i only have my faith"

"yes, faith," the professor repeats. "and thear is the problem science has with God. there is no evidence, only faith."

the student stands quietly for a momnet, before asking a question of his own. "professor, is there such a thing as heat?"

"yes," the professor replies, "there is heat"

"and there is such a thing as cold?"

"yes, son, there is cold too"

"no sir, there isn't"

the professor turns to face the student, obviously interested. the room suddenly becomse very quiet. the student begins to explain.

"you can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat, unlimited heat, white heat, a little heat, or no heat but we don't have anything called "cold". we can hit up to 458 degres below xero, which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. there is no such thing as cold; otherwise, we would be able to go colder than the lowest -458 degrees.
every body or object is susceptable to study when it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or transport energy. absolute zero (-458 degrees) is the total absence of heat.
you see sir, cold is only a word we se to describe the absence of heat. we cannot measure cold. heat we can measure in thermal units because heat is energy. cold is not the opposite ofheat, sir, just the absence of it."

silence across the class room. a pen drops somewhere in the classroom, sounding like a hammer.

"what about darkness, professor. is there such a thing as darkness?"

"yes" the professor replies without hesitation. "what is night if it isn't darkness?"

"you;re wrong again sir. darkness is not something; it is the absence of something. you can have low light, mormal light, bright light, flashing light, but if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and it is called darkness, isn;t it? that's the meaning we use to define the word. in reality, darkness sin't. if it were, you would bae able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?"

the professor begins to smile at the student infront of him.

this will be a good semester. "so what point are you making, young man?"

"yes, professor. my point is, your philospohical premise is flawed to start with, and so your conculsion must be flawed."

the frofessor's face cannot hide his suprise this time.

"flawed? can you explain how?"

"you are working on the premise of duality," the student explains.

"you argue that there is life and then there's death; a good God and and a bad God. you are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure.
sir, science can't even explain a thought. it uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one.

To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantiate thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it.
Now tell me professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?”

“if you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young man, yes, of course I do”

"have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes sir?"

the professor begins to shake his head, still smiling, as he realises where the argument is going. a very good sememter indeed.

"since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at wirk and vannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion sir? are you not a scientist but a preacher?"

the class is in an uproar. the student remains silent until the comotion has subsided.

"to continue the point you were making earlier to the other student, let me give you an example of what i mean.
is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor's brain, felt the professor's brain, touched or smelled the professor's brain? no one appears to have doen so.
so, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstratable protocol, science says that you have no brain, with all de respect sir. so if science says that you have no brain, how can we trust your lectures sir?"

now the room is silent. hte professor stares at the student, his face unreadable.

finally, after what seems an eternity, the old man answeres. " i guess you'll have to take them on faith."

"now, you accept that there is faith, and, in fact, faith exists with life," the student continues"now, sir, is there such a thing as evil?"

now uncertain, the professor responds, "of course there is . we see it everyday. it is in the daily example of man's inhumanity to man
it is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world. these manifestations are nothing else but evil"

to this the student replied, "evil does not exist sir, or at least, it does not exist unto itself. evil is simple the absence of God.
it is just like the darkness and cold, a word that man created to describe the absence of God.
God did not create evil. evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God present in his heart.
it is like the cold that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when there is no light"

the professor sat down.

let me tell you the benifits of exercise(:

1) it keeps you fit(:
as everyone knows.
healthy body = healthy mind(:

2) sports are fun(:
play games(:
it'll keep you on the go!!

3) it makes you HAPPY((:
playing sports/exercising releases endorphins in your brain so you feel HAPPY(:



suprised about my sudden like for sports?
PLAY SQUASH!!!!!
<3 squash((:

niceeeee(:

even if i;m so bad i can't control the ball
even if i'm so bad i bang into walls
even if i'm so bad i run around like crazy.

IT'S FUN.

(i actually played squash for alomst 2 and a half hours todayy(: )
AND
i can now DO backhand!!!!! ((:
and i don't miss the ball that much either(:


ANDREW ROCKS(:

talking to certain people make me
H.A.P.P.Y

(:

one of the people is RACHELTAN(: that's why she's my jellybean(:

and annabelle(:when she's in the mood to talk(:

and _____________(:

and sometimes fat(:

and (when he's in a good mood) rahman (BE HONOURED YOUR NAME IS HERE) 'cause milo powder makes me laugh(:





RANDOM.

today was a bad day.
but it got better.
ALOT BETTER(:

(: (: (:


<3

i <3 rachel(:
i <3 annabelle(:
and i DON'T <3 elo TOO BAD BOWLING BALL.

i do not have too much time okay.
it's called distraction.



CRAP.

there's no such thing as comfort anymore.
there;s no such thing as FREE TIME
no such thing as NAP TIME
no such thing as READ TIME.


committed up to HERE.

priorities (yes yes rachel did hc improve your spelling?) are all screwed.

1)SCHOOL WORK (but it seems blogging can take place though...)
2)Sec 1s
3) publications
4)life concert
5) rhema08 (though it'll go to 4 when life con's done)
6) SFC (not sure where blogger's club is so it can wait to be ranked)
7) social gatherings. all of them.

and there's possible cap. and also that stupid thing called school. which takes up ALL my time.

seesh.
and i can't focus.
and i miss 08A07, esp in lit
my life is SAD. and EMPTY.

You have to use 3 words to answer each question.
No more, no less. It’s harder than you think.

1. Where is your cell phone?
on the table
2. Your girlfriend/boyfriend/hubby?
lee si yi.
3. Your hair?
beautifully me thanks
4. Where is your father?
sleeping as usual
6. Your favorite thing to do?
read eat sleep
7. Your dream last night?
i can't remember
8. Your favorite drink?
liquid water H2O
9. Your dream car?
nice yellow lamborgini
10. The room you’re in?
not really roomy
11. Your fears?
seperation from people
12. Who did you hang out with tonight?
rhema commitee 2008
13. What aren’t you good at?
chinese, math, ineracting
14. Muffins?
only aunt sharon's
15. One of your wish list items?
please MAKING MONEY(:
16. The last thing you did?
breathed, blinked, swallowed
17. What are you wearing?
home clothes duh
18. Your pet?
does not exist
19. Your computer?
could be improved(:
20. Your life?
stressful but fufilling (mostly anyway)
21. Your mood?
depressed yet peaceful (strange me)
22. Missing?
clique, 07, fat.
23. What are you thinking about right now?
all depressing thoughts
24. Your car?
no licence sorry
25. Your work?
no work either
26. Your summer?
we had summer?
27. Your relationship status?
nothing thank you
28. Your favorite color(s)?
nice green(: obviously
29. When is the last time you laughed?
about 3 hours ago?
30. Last time you cried?
mind your business
31. School?
depressing depressing depressing.








you can kinda tell. life's depressing.

Nessa says:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PDOkLjKPCbY
Nessa says:
watch this HAHA
ℓ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥υ ღ inverted [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
YOU ARE NOT SERIOUS
ℓ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥υ ღ inverted [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
hey
ℓ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥υ ღ inverted [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
we should get 08A07 to do a soppf
ℓ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥υ ღ inverted [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
*spoof
Nessa says:
of?
ℓ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥υ ღ inverted [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
go go RV rangers(:
ℓ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥υ ღ inverted [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
then
ℓ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥υ ღ inverted [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
staring
ℓ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥υ ღ inverted [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
shaun acting as himself
ℓ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥υ ღ inverted [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
crystal acting as herself
ℓ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥υ ღ inverted [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
elise acting as herself
ℓ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥υ ღ inverted [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
peishi as herself
ℓ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥υ ღ inverted [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
and leena as the ugly monster




i would have thought i'ld have gotten over insulting leena, but i haven't.
but it isn't a bad idea...
building on whoever it was' original idea of the RV ranger spoof.

rahman can do the sound effects.
samuel can play the music.
joshua can do commentary or something.
des and denise and i will be spectators
and we can get the people we dislike to be the grey thinggys.



now i look at it, the costumes are so unreal and the props obviously fake.
and i used to like them -_-"
and i let my favourite colour be changeda ccording to what the power rangers did -_-"




RANDOM.

portfolio here i come!!

ESSAY ONE
POEM TWO
SHORT STORY THREE

i hope the first essay's done anyway.

des:
NO WHO SAYS SO(other than you anyway(: )

vaNESSANESSANESSANESSA(:
you better not leave me okay. if i'm stuck with ben and sam and rahman in that conference thingyy WITHOUT YOU i think i'll just die okay. please please please finish it okay?
be nice(:

rahman
i thought someone wanted to teach you?
1)copy
2) paste into templates
3)edit.
4)click save changes.

end.

judith(:
HAHA HI WELCOME BACK(:










for a more sensible post. just don't come to this blog(:
writing portfolios suck.
especially when i have today and tomorrow left and i have to finish 3 or 4 and write reflections for them AND no one else in my class is going -_-"
so it'll be me and 08A07 again(:
HAHA
RANDOM.


and while i should be doing my essays, here i am
BLOGGING.

portfolio
geog
econs
gp
math

basically that's homework for every subject that i take.
DIE.

and my portfolio's nowhere near done.

went around changing all the blogskins, too lazy to post
I NEED SUNLIGHT FOR INSPIRATION TO WRITE MY PORTFOLIO!!!

black is understated elegance
simplicity defined
red is passion unleashed
soul on display


-rahman and denise.

lame convos.
it's amazing we can actually walk away from our coms.
i want to tell the next lame person (as in funny lame)
can you stand up? can you walk? i want to check if you're lame(:



HAHAHAHA.

i need to confess.

i get jealous when i find out that someone's in 08a07.
and the worst thing is I COULD HAVE STAYED.

and now i'm never going to see them again):

HYPERBOLE.

WE'LD BETTER HAVE THE SAME CHINESE CLASS.
and i want lao shi.


SFC camp was suprisingly good.
i paid for it with 10 bucks (we were joking, the reason it's so cheap is cause we have no lunch on sat XP), CRAZY MUSCLE ACHES and a big fat bruise from dancing that seriously covers the whole of my kneecap.
but
the games were super fun(:
and(:

it was super random(:

and(:

donno(:

(but we got to see samuel look like a drowned thing)

no pictures though):

and i'm tired

but we finished the dance!! (no link i know)
and i find more links between people.
i seems that crescent girls all know joanne and half of them are andrea's classmates.

as i said before.
joanne's a good ice breaker for crescent people.



i'm not making sense.

i shall try to emo and post DEEP thoughts on the other blog.



(oh and by the way. muscle aches are so bad i can't sit down.or stand up. so joanne and i made a game -_-"
this is how tired i am)

fustration's welling up inside of me
something's telling me that this isn't enough anymore.
it's been too good.
i'm waiting for the other shoe to fall.


birthdays are -_-".
but still.
thanks to all who celebrated with me(:
(sorry des about the cake)
i wanted to link this to some issue or the other, but i forgot.
seesh.
in that case,
later.


oh yes.
and benedict's poem,
that was,really, the essence of today.

Today
a darkened sky
hangs overhead
over life-
its dawn seemingly overthrown
yet
providence fails not
to send one or two (ACTUALLY, MANY(: )
angels
down the darkened
end
to sing a song
with lighted
candles.


not sure if the form is that way(could be cause of lack of space)
but yeah.
thanks all(:

which reminds me of the poem i did with vanessa for first intake lit.

window

stress is killing me. school work is heavy
and all
i think
of jump air-
very- day
is this one thing.



by the way, jump is the last word you read.
darn it.
the form doesn't come out.

this is for you.
you know who you are.

i was angry, you know. admittedly, at first, for selfish reasons. that you didn't want to see us. but now. when i see what you're like, I WEEP INSIDE.

where's the ______- that i knew? where's the good natured, easy going, cheerful __________?
you may not know it, but i know what you went through in primary school. you may not believe it, BUT I UNDERSTAND YOU.
you may doubt me, but I WAS THE SAME.

that's why i kept with you.
do you think i wouldn't have happily gotten rid of you in the past?
but i saw me in you. AND I LOVED YOU FOR WHO YOU WERE.

i admit, sometimes i would gladly leave you. sometimes i was harsh. for that i applogise.
but i did what i did for a reason.
do you think you would have gotten where you are if not for our support?
who were the ones behind you, comforting you EVEN WHEN WE WERE HURTING INSIDE TOO?
would you have grown to be the more socially inclined oerson you are IF WE WERE NOT THERE TO PROTECT YOU FROM YOUR PRIMARY SCHOOLMATES?
who stood up for you?
who teased you good-naturedly?
WHO TAUGHT YOU WHAT TO DO?

not me alone,
you have to thank all of them.
and now that you think you're mature enough, confident enough, likeable enough, you leave us.
i would you know.
i'm HAPPY that you've found something that you like.
i CONGRAGULATE YOU.
but.
i think you;re making mistakes.
your little sacrifices are adding up to larger ones.
they may not seem like much, but they are to us.
to you, the opportunity cost is acceptable.
but from an outsider's view, it's not.

if you must know.
you're the only one who's made me weep inside like that.
but.
when you're done with what you have to do, we'll be right here waiting.

LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH OUR 08A07 CLASS LOVES 08A07.

TO FIND 08A07' MEMBER'S BLOG, GO TO GOOGLE BLOG SEARCH AND TYPE IN 08A07.
the first was mine i think.
then joyene's
then joshua's
then pei shi's
then Asyraf
then rahman's

THIS IS SUPER FUNNY(:

STC Clique/Piehouse
■ANNABELLEliang
■ ELOISElie
■JUDITHlee
■RACHELtan

STC choir
■ahbung ying-Geok ying
■kakak kitkat-Kathlyn
■NENEK-Janet

08A07
■Desiree
■Vanessa
■Rahman
■Samuel
■Joshua (lok)
■Benedict
■Elise
■Leena
■Denise

08A06<3
■BEE (bzzt-sting)
■NET (the black)

Small Saltshakers
■ Abigail!
■Phoebe!
■ Victoria!

Saltshakers
■ Aaron
■ Charlene
■ Joshua (lui)
■ Joanne

um. nelson, suggest a title.
■ Nelson