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SIYI YOU DIE.joshua, you deserve your blackberry and strawberry alpen.
lostinthought
at 11:14:00 PM
[drained.]
seriously, seriously tired.
but that's not an excuse.
i need to start putting in more effort.
spend more time on things that need to be done.
hugged racheltan today(:
HAHA
and saw elo and ju.
hte last time i saw them was sunday!
missed them so much(:
and annabelle of course(:
<3
rhema com meeting was SHORT(:
haha
and now i shall sleep.
rahman/joshua
SORRY.
your emails will have to wait :/
lostinthought
at 10:53:00 PM
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lostinthought
at 11:09:00 PM
[]
SAW SIYI TODAY.
we're fated(:
CLIQUE(:
only 5/9, but still
RACHEL YOU LAZY BUM.
gosh, was hit by weird emoness just now.
thank God He sorted it out(:
lostinthought
at 10:45:00 PM
[keep on.]
yesyes, siyi, i miss you okay?
because of you i already got called a les.
HAHA
please laa.
act your age.
TSK.
and for your belated birthday present i shall get you an alarm clock.
a LOUD one.
SFC thinggy was..
interesting.
HAHA.
they asked weird questions.
and then when they asked me what i did in church
i think i took like, 5 plus minutes to tell them
and they agreed that the amount of time i spend is ALOT.
which is what i wrote on the form.
HAHA
but i enjoy doing it so yeah.
HAHA
chinese tuition tomorrow.
PLUS i need to finish RHEMA!!
argh.
pray, pray, pray.
lostinthought
at 9:32:00 PM
[happy birthday(:]
judith reminded me that we haven't seen the clique together for such a long time):
i miss them
i miss piehouse.remember the weird name(:but that's not going to be the topic of todayit's HAPPY BIRTHDAY!in other words,HAPPY BIRTHDAY!to JOSHUA and COLLEEN!hahaandand, we're all FREE.and tomorrow i have to go back to school.-_-"i shall now reply Rahman's email and ignore my RHEMA planning):ohd ear, deadline's tomorrowHAHA.rahman/joshua:
well, now you don't have papers too.
HAHA.
abagail:
HI!!
net/bee:
WHOOTS!
haha.
now we go back to the scholastic grind):
i have been chastened.
lostinthought
at 9:55:00 PM
[the taste of freedom is the sweetest of all]
i'm so happy i don't have to chiong
that i'm not even going to reply rahman and joshua's emails.
HAHA
SORRY.
later tonight(:
for the rest: SOON YOU'LL BE FREE TOO!
FREE AT LAST
FREE AT LAST
THANK GOD ALMIGHTY WE'RE FREE AT LAST!
lostinthought
at 4:21:00 PM
[exams=sick]
responsibilities are all piling up.
*heart pain*
then again, maybe i'm just hungry.
OH DEAR I THINK I'M GONNA DIE.
exams are bad.
and being sick is bad.
exams=bad
sick=bad
therefore, exams=sick.
JIA YOU EVERYONE.
4 down, 2 to go!
lostinthought
at 9:11:00 PM
[the end in nigh!]
gosh i feel really bad.
not emo bad, but sick bad.
so i was walking around the house listlessly and my mom thought i was emo.
HAHA
she says i play the piano better when i'm emo -_-"
but that's not the point.
the point is,
I DON'T WANT HOLIDAYS TO END.all this going out and nothing coming in.
lostinthought
at 7:18:00 PM
[(: i (: emails(:]
HAHA
I HAVE A STALKER.
'fess up.
siyi, i love you(:
HAHAHA
tsktsk.
BEEEEE
HAHAHAHA
i saw you!
in the garden!!
and you were looking at a... FLOWER.
HAHA
sorry.
(:
it was fun talking to you!!
ANNETTE
REMEMBER TO COME TO SCHOOL FOR THE CTS.
HAHA.
tsktsk.
i (: emails(:
HAHA.
see?
i sudden;y feel like getting an emo blog
like inthestorm.blogspot.com
but that's taken
or
waterysun.blogspot.com
or
watchingthelightning.blogspot.com
or
lightningwatch.blogspot.com
IT'S NICE BUT IT'S TAKEN TOO.
watchinglightning.blogspot.com
OR SOME OTHER EMO ADD
erm.
timeforrain/itsrainingwhenitssupposedtoshine/rainshine/boxofthunderclouds/whatever
you know
the typical emo picture of a face, a pane of glass and rain
can totally visualise it in my head...
but i need a picture.
a picture paints a thousand words indeed.
like
this
or this
but more emo.
lostinthought
at 7:55:00 PM
[making money(:]
i just can't studyyyyyy
no choice.
MAKING MONEY(:
okayokay.

compared to Terry Pratchett's normal standards, i would say that this is sub-par.
but factoring in the news of his illness, i would forgive him.
the book starts out typical terry Pratchett style, with a short story with no discernible narrator. this story later ties in to a major section of the book and explains alot. but taken out of context, it is a poetic, but meaningless passage.
this lack of narrator is introduced once again to the real start of the book, someone climbing the wall of and breaking into the post office, the last known whereabouts of the "hero" of the last book, moist von lipwig. the mysterious person succeeds in breaking in, and only in the resulting chase do we find out who that was -the post master general, moist von lipwig himself.
in a twisted series of convoluted events, moist is given charge of the bank and then seeks to make money(hence the title).
however, as a terry Pratchett fan, i find the antics are stale and characters flat.
other than moist von lipwig himself, the delightfully entertaining characters of Going Postal do not show up, except for a small mention in name and a lame attempt at being funny involving Stanley.
new characters introduced, though bearing different names and different maladies, seem somehow similar to characters already portrayed in other books, and are rather undeveloped. they are rather like the Igor of the book, stitched together and somehow given life, but not really together.
what does save the book is the intense character of "spike", or Adora belle dearheart, moist's fiancee. unfortunately, she only appears in the later half of the book and is, unfortunately, not given the chance to demonstrate much of her violent nature.
the villain, ironically, becomes a better, more understandable character as he grows more and more insane, and is, ultimately one of the better villains in the books. with unthinkable motives and strange behavior, only the reader, privy to his private scenes, know that he is slowly going mad.
and, of course, there is the star of every new discworld book, the one who is in the background and affecting every move yet who, sometimes, is not glaringly obvious in the book, Lord vetinari.
we have no doubt that he is a "good guy" yet his methods do sometimes give us pause. a personification of power and dubiously good leadership, he leads us to question if the ends really do justify the means.
stupid antics do fall flat after a while, and there are little of terry Pratchett's famous footnotes to save the book from going stale. however, the book does redeem itself with the dramatic final scenes and wraps up the plot nicely.
however, the ending, hinting of moist being given/manipulated into another government job does grow old and, rather than bringing anticipation as it did in Going Postal, makes a seasoned terry Pratchett reader go "oh dear..."
overall, an entertaining read, but if you want more of moist von lipwig's hilarious tongue-in-cheek antics, read Going Postal.

for deeper, analysis worthy books, there's thud!
and, for just regular slamming of society's values, susan sto helit's series,
soul music,

hogfather (there's a TV series too(: ) and

thief of time
THERE
now i hope i can study.
lostinthought
at 11:40:00 AM
[:/]
HAHA
i realised that my last post was quite random
petulant.
HAHA
and bimbotic.
SIYI I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU FOR AGES.
tiredddddd
but study today was good(:
looking forward to WEDNSDAY!!
HAHA.
haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
i don't know why i'm afraid.
lostinthought
at 8:19:00 PM
[]
seriously tired
staring at the white screen
makes my eyes water
but i had to
HAHA
i had to reply joshua's email that i was ignoring for a long time
(about a day or two)
GOSH I MISS ANNABELLE
and ELO
but i'm seeing her tomorrow
i only saw annabelle 6 and a halfhours ago and i alreadymiss her
darnnnnnnnn
ANNABELLE
i wish you took lit with me again.
then mylit would improve(:
HAHA
you'rethe person i hug the most, you know?
HAHA
sighhhhhh
the clique hasn't been ALTOGETHER for AGES.
piehouse is down the the crumbs
eaten away by time, work and plain inconvenience.
WE MUSTOKAYYYY
andand
SIYI DID YOU KNOW ELO AND NICOLE AND LENGSHAN GOT IDENTICAL RINGS TOGETHER DURING RETREAT
do you want me to propose so we can do that too?
or can we jsutget it?
WHEN WE GET OUR ICE CREAM(:
hurry and confirm the date(:
oh crapi need torpeparelesson i lost the paper!!!!!!!!
lostinthought
at 11:58:00 PM
[(:a rainbow is a promise,]
dear siyi,
i know you love me cause you just signed in when i typed that.
i know you're having *HAHA* problems now, but know that God has provided a solution for you.
right HERE
me(:
and i have your heart locked up in my safe until the correct guy comes along and i approve of him.
if not your heart stays right here with me.
please do behave PROPERLY around guys, because you may be sending the wrong signals okay.
have some DECORUM please.
WHICH REMINDS ME
YOU OWE ME AND JOSHUA AND RAHMAN ICE CREAM.
dear joanne,
yes i have good memory.
what else did we use to do?
i remember water fights HAHA
me and josept vs you and noella.
i remember the plastic bag.
HAHA
and PRAWN EYES.
hahaha
and your smelly pillow and SIMON JOSEPH'S BABY.
HAHAHAA.
joshua.
siyi's boyfriend is ME.
and i'm not a thing.
HAHA.
i'm lazy to actually type anything
BUT
MY MOM CAME HOME(:
AND SHE BOUGHT LOTS OF THINGS FOR ME(:
HAPPY(:
hahahaa
when i go out
you will see!
(:
not that i'll be going out anytime soon:/
SIGH
but my mom bought this interesting thing
it's a hand held sewing machine thinggy
it looks like a stapler.
but press and it does like, one stitch.
HAHA
will take pictures!
and joshua, siyi wants you to blog.
HAHA.
lostinthought
at 10:24:00 PM
[random!]
it's 9.43 am and i have nothing to do other than study.
i was so bored i TRIED something.
but
i'm so not a girly whatnot
so i do stuff and it hasn't dried and got screwed up.
whatever so i'm like, taking it OFF.
- y e s - o r - n o -
I'M AFRAID OF SILENCE
-like the silence(:
but if i'm emo it's dangerous.
I TALK A LOT WHEN I GET NERVOUS
-depending on who i'm around.
but when i'm nervous with people i don't know i clam up.
which is basically everytime i meet someone new.
TSK.
I AM REALLY TICKLISH
-was HAHA.
conditioning thanks to andrew(:
I'VE BEEN CALLED A TEASE
-this is a wierd question. if i understand it correctly, NO. thank you.
I'VE BEEN CALLED "JAIL-BAIT"
-er. no?
I'M AFRAID OF THE DARK
-i used to have this wierd thing, it's hard to explain.
when the pul out bed is pulled out,
i can't let my foot near the dark space cause if not i'll get nightmares-_-"
that's why i used to jump onto my bed.
HAHA
actually, quite fun.
I'M AFRAID OF FACING MY BACK TO OPEN DOORS AT NIGHT
-no!
if that were so,
every night i would be in DEEP trouble.
I CAN'T SLEEP IN A ROOM IF THE CLOSET DOOR IS OPEN
-no.
in that case, most nights i wouldn't be able to sleep!
I AM A HOMOSEXUAL
-... no.
i look straight.
HAHA
I BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE
-NO.
true love between humans does not exist.
on the other hand, between God and man is another story.
note that i didn't say man and God.
I'VE RUN AWAY FROM HOME
-nope.
no where to run to.
I LISTEN TO POLITICAL MUSIC
-.. no? unless christian music is counted as political.
I COLLECT COMIC BOOKS
-.. i read NICE BOOKS not comic books.
HAHA
book snob.
I SHUT OTHERS OUT WHEN I'M SAD
-yeah. except to some people.
I'VE STAYED OUT ALL NIGHT
-NO. too guai.
don't want my parents to worry.
unless you count sleepovers...
OPEN UP TO OTHERS EASILY
-donno.
I AM KEEPING A SECRET FROM THE WORLD
-depending...
I WATCH THE NEWS
-NO.HAHAHA
no TV(:
I OWN OVER 5 RAP CD'S
-no.
I LOVE DISNEY MOVIES
-so cliche.
but i like the soundtracks(:
when she loved me!
I AM A SUCKER FOR GREEN EYES
-they're nice...
I AM A SUCKER FOR BROWN EYES
-the correct answer is YES for ultimate egoism.
I AM A SUCKER FOR BLUE EYES
-.. what kind of loser questions are these?
I DON'T KILL BUGS
-NO. bugs are @!$@%.
(annette HAHA)
I CURSE
-unfortunately, yes.
*slaps*
I'VE CHEATED ON MY BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND
-n.a.
unless you count siyi.
HAHA
and my eyecandy.
I'VE SLIPPED AND FELL IN PUBLIC
-think so.
i'm quite a klutz.
I'VE SLIPPED OUT A "LOL" IN A REAL CONVERSATION
-no.
how often do i even USE lol in a msn whatnot.
I LOVE SPAM
-spam the mail or spam the food?
i love MONTHY PYTON SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM, SPAMMETY SPAM...
I'M A GOOD COOK
-MAGGIE MEE.
haha
i guess...
i got an A for home ec.
I HAVE WORN PAJAMAS TO CLASS
-no...
joanne lee though...
HAHA.
I HAVE OWNED SOMETHING FROM ABERCROMBIE
-alot.
HAHA.
why abercrombie of all brands?
I WANT A BETTER JOB..OR A JOB
-studying is a job
i want to do SOMETHING ELSE.
I'VE TALKED ON THE PHONE FOR 6+ HOURS
-get chased off after 5 MINUTES how to talk for 6 hours?
i think record holders are siyi and racheltan.
2 plus hours?
I LOVE DR. PHIL
-?
I LIKE SOMEONE
-i like everyone!
(:
I AM GUILTY OF TyPiNg LiKe ThIs
-dOeS mY TyPiNG lOOK lIKe tHat?
I AM SELF-CONSCIOUS
-what do you think.
I LOVE TO LAUGH
-stupid question.
duh.
I DRINK ALCOHOL FREQUENTLY
-no. my name is not annette.
i don't like the smell.
I'VE SMOKED A PACK OF CIGARETTES IN 1 DAY
-..don't smoke either for the same reason as above.
I LOVE LORD OF THE FLIES
-GREAT LITERARY TEXT!!
I EAT COUGH DROPS WHEN I'M NOT SICK
-no. -_-"
I CAN'T SWALLOW PILLS
-nope.
I HAVE A LOT OF SCARS
-dpends.
used to.
I CAN'T SLEEP IF I KNOW THERE'S A SPIDER IN THE ROOM
-no.
big flying insect maybe.
I LOVE CHOCOLATE
-yes(:
but not all the time.
I BITE MY NAILS
-not exactly.
I TWIRL MY HAIR
-no?
I AM COMFORTABLE WITH BEING ME
-i like being me.
but being comfortable is another story.
I PLAY COMPUTER GAMES WHEN I'M BORED
-yes(:
fetchfido.com
HAHA
I TAKE THESE GAY SURVEYS WHEN I'M BORED
-obviously.
I'VE SEEN A SHOOTING STAR
-no. unfortunately
I'VE HAD A "MENAGE A TROIS"
-???
I'VE GONE OUT IN PUBLIC IN MY PAJAMAS
-joanne!!
HAHA
last time(:
damn fun laa.
I'VE KISSED A STRANGER
--_-" no.
I'VE KISSED SOMEONE FOR THE HELL OF IT
-does my mother count?
I'VE HUGGED A STRANGER
-no.
I'VE BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX
-does cat fight count?
HAHA
SIYI remember?
I'VE LAUGHED AND HAD SOME TYPE OF BEVERAGE COME OUT OF MY NOSE
-donno. cannot remember.
HAHA
I'VE PUSHED ALL THE BUTTONS IN AN ELEVATOR
-YES!
HAHAHA
I'VE BEEN SKYDIVING
-no
I'VE BEEN BUNGEE JUMPING
-no
I'VE HAD STITCHES
-head. 3 or 5 i think.
HAHA.
SAME PLACE AS MY BROTHER TOO(:
I'VE BITTEN SOMEONE..AS A JOKE
-no. i try not to pollute my mouth.
I'VE BEEN TO NIAGARA FALLS
-no
I'VE HAD THE CHICKEN POX
-yes.
DURING HOLIDAY SOMEMORE.
I'VE CRASHED INTO A CAR
-cannot drive HAHA
I'VE RIDDEN IN A TAXI
-well, YES.
I'VE SHOPLIFTED
-no. duh.
I'VE BEEN FIRED
-no. fired from studying?
no way.
I'VE HAD FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE WHO DIDN'T HAVE THEM BACK
-how would i know?.
I'VE STOLEN SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
-marks?
I'VE BEEN ON A BLIND DATE
-no
I'VE HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
-ew. NO.
I'VE SEEN SOMETHING/SOMEONE DYING
-things die all the time.
but no.
I HAVE A LIST OF PEOPLE I WANT TO KILL
-YESYES!
ANNABELLE REMEMBER?!
we kill ELOISE
and feed her to SIYI
because elo is POISONOUS siyi will DIE.
then we kill judith with siyi in some way.
HAHA.
and possibly des too.
I'VE DRIVEN OVER 400 MILES IN 1 DAY
-can't drive remember.
I'VE BEEN TO CANADA
-no
I'VE BEEN ON A PLANE
-...
I'VE SEEN THE ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW
-nope.
I'VE THROWN UP FROM DRINKING
-I, like, totally drink till i'm wasted. -_-".
I'VE EATEN SUSHI
-well, duh.
i <3 raw salmon(:
I'VE BEEN SKIING
-nope
I'VE BEEN ICE SKATING
-nope.
would like to though
I'VE CRIED IN PUBLIC
-don't think so.
girls are strong. we do not cry.
I'VE TRIED TO COMMIT SUICIDE
-... no.but i have the PERFECT idea how to(:
I'VE LIKED SOMEONE EVEN THOUGH I KNEW I SHOULDN'T HAVE
-... why should you NOT like someone?
I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT SOMEONE ALMOST 24/7
-of course
HAHA
I'VE HATED THE WORLD
-yeah. it was with my i hate literature period.
done.
phew.
now i wanted to emo, but i can't/
HAHA
lostinthought
at 9:44:00 AM
[diediedie]
OHMYGOODNESS
JOANNE!!!
WE DIE!!!
how am supposed to know how often to check my yahoo!!
ohdearohdearr!!
i''ll call them tomorrow!!
DIE!
omgomgomg
*slaps*
*has hysterics*
i wanted to do a review on narnia and making money, but right now i'm too panicked.
OH DEARRRRRRRR.
lostinthought
at 11:09:00 PM
[wishlist(:]
I WANT THINGS
1)
collection of poems by a) wilfred owenb) seigfred sassoon however you spell his name
2)sewing machine(:
yes, elsa sews (gasp) looks serously gay but whatever
3)some clothes (not necessary, but whatever)
4)dance class(: AFTER As(:
5)some artsy class. donno, need to create something.
and now i'm seriously tempted by online shopping.
NO.
i will resist.
the fact that i DON'T have a cradit card helps.
HAHA
lostinthought
at 10:47:00 PM
[...]
annabelle really knows how to make me happy(:
#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Great person to talk to. Encouraging (:
100% trustable.in bold somemore(:
HAHAHA.
I <3 ANNABELLE(:
and judith is seriously funny.
#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
ans: er... i will first be really surprised!
HAHA.
#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
ans: she is a caring friend, funny, witty, a super book-worm! ;)
THANKS judith.
HAHA.
and i shall not post rachel's answer.
THANKS LAA.
okay, maybe it was good.
but that's not the point.
SOMEONE needs to DO THIS TOO REMEMBER.
HAHA.
sigh.
*goes off to reply joshua's email*
lostinthought
at 9:17:00 PM
[UltiMilo! to the rescue!]
get tagged by berakah.
HAHA
actually i don't mind, but this has lots of questions about lovers -_-"
whatever.
therefore, i will REPLACE QUESTION MUAHAHAHA.
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
lover question #1.
REPLACE!
er
# crap.
can i allow people to GIVE me questions?
so if i have 8 stupid replacements, the 8 people i have to tag can ask me questions(:
more fun(:
(but i may decide to lie HAHA)
#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to be ultimately sure of what i'm doing, of what i'm supposed to do.
and to know that it's the best thing i can do.
but on a not so chim level,
to fly(:
#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
wt, wedding question.
#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
well, DUH.
but as berakah said, He will make a way for me(:
#5 What's your ideal lover like?
what the c***
lover question.
but i don't mind answering.
HAHA
cause i KNOW the answer
1)christian
2) male
3)SMART
4) eldest or middle child.
because i'm the younger so that means i'm spoilt and i need someone to spoil me
HAHAHA.
whatever.
#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
both.
but then
if i HAD to choose.
loving someone.
#7 If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for him/her to change his/her feeling?
unrequited love question, REPLACE
#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
stupid question.
REPLACE.
#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
well.
do you really want to know?
i don't get unhappy for very long.
and i forget what made me unhappy.
so generally i'm a happy person(:
#10 What do you want most in life?
i want to find my purpose. what on earth am i here for.(copied model answer off bee)
#11 Is being tagged fun?
...
er.
if you say so...
#12 How do you see yourself in ten years' time?
dead.
hahahaha.
well, i want to die when i;m 18.......
but i live,
doing something i love (and making tons of money in the meantime)
serving in church
and surrounded by family and friends(:
#13 Who is currently the most important person to you?
God.
because if not
i am nothing.
#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
bee.
a bee is an insect.
bee
–noun
a) any hymenopterous insect of the superfamily Apoidea, including social and solitary species of several families, as the bumblebees, honeybees, etc.
b) the common honeybee, Apis mellifera.
c)a community social gathering in order to perform some task, engage in a contest, etc.: a sewing bee; a spelling bee; a husking bee.
—Idioms
I)have a bee in one's bonnet,
a.to be obsessed with one idea.
b.to have eccentric or fanciful ideas or schemes: Our aunt obviously has a bee in her bonnet, but we're very fond of her.
II). put the bee on, Informal. to try to obtain money from, as for a loan or donation: My brother just put the bee on me for another $10.
III).the bee's knees, Older Slang. (esp. in the 1920s) a person or thing that is wonderful, great, or marvelous: Her new roadster is simply the bee's knees.
actually, FUN, and compassionate, PATIENT and altogether awesome(:
now she's going to BEE happy.
and she has a wierd taste in eyecandies.
#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
SINGLE AND RICH
why be married and poor?
might as well be rich and live with my parents(:
#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?
wake up?
#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
friendship, depends.
#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
relationship question, REPLACE
#19 What type of friends do you like?
honest(:
fun(:
huggable HAHAHA(only females need to apply)
open
and well, donno.
if you know my blog, you're my friend.
that means you already know the answer(:
#20 If you played a prank on someone, & he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
laugh.
DUH.
then feel bad/high depending on who i played the prank on.
but mostly bad.
HAHA
i'm so nice.
there are FIVE questions that need replacing.
i will assign the questions.
HAHA
#1 ANNABELLE!!
#3 JUDITH
#7 RACHELTAN(:
#8 er. rahman. HAHA
do NOT ask me wierd questions
#18 andand. donno. suggestions?
ANDANDAND
ELO HAS A BLOG
0.o
*GASP*
*links her*
lostinthought
at 9:20:00 PM