i'm sorry elo i promise to do your post another day soon.
meanwhile, i return to my books((:
first there were 8. 2 were read before one is left.
then there were 7 one was read before now 5 are left
need to bring my reading speed back to waht it was before o levels.
I CAN DO IT i want to finish all the books COVER TO COVER by tonight. not going to happen unless i speed read (and not take in the little details that display the characters' character) not going to happen but a girl can dream.
oh yeah. the first book i read KAIMIRA, the sky billage, book one is AWESOME not much to be said for character development and you have to admit that character portrayal is flat and inconsistent. BUT the idea is GREAT. and the way the characters are portrayed steals the reader's heart. their troubles, struggles and nature. PLUSPLUS THE CONCEPT. balancing the human side(fear, guilt) the beast (anger, rage) and the mek, or mechanical (logic, rationality) to control/communicate whatever. and the description of the first ever spot. ADORABLE(:
firebird was as good as ever(: lackey really knows how to twist heartstrings.
and powers ursula le guin is a superbly consistent writer intricate, delicate, but packing a punch.
you can tell that all 3 authors have their little stories behind each and ever character. i believe that each author holds an image of the character in their minds along with their promonent characteristics and defining moments. yet what seperates le guin from the other 2 is her simple, yet clear language AND her ability to communicate those little sub-stories without overwhelming the reader(lackey) or consciously withholding them (as monk and nigel ashland do) to keep to the subject yet leaving the characters rather flat.
it's a gift that pratchett shares.
for impact that leaves the reader stunned at the end, le guin takes all but for rich meaning, space for analysis and pure balance between the serious and the comic, pratchett is the master. and author compared to either will have a tough time living up to their reputations and works.
i really think i jinxed Kimi Raikkonen all because i supported him. ARGHHHHHHHHHH (happened for the first singapore idol -all the people i supported died. so i decided to support sylvester HAHA that worked out.)
a crash in the last 5 round is just stupid. AND it cheats my feelings.
haha but alonso's win taught a lesson- it's not the start that matters but the ending.
now i sound like a teacher!
fellow PRC!! yesh, that was quite long ago, F1 car(sound only) HAHA but we will((: though we need to book ivan. HAHA
joshua lui! if ivan takes after his dad in that sense (which i think he does, with all the cleaning house-ness) i think he can. and i think he baked before... for some CJ thing. i'm more worried about joanne. FOOD POISONING.
net! bee has the lives of others. apparently it's 1984-ish. that's what she said. HAHA WATCH CATSSSSSSSS AND PHANTOM and gg. HAHAHA
lostinthought at 8:41:00 AM
Saturday, September 27, 2008
[when feelings like these strike.]
inadequacy calls.
but i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
i know i can.
HELP.
lostinthought at 9:01:00 PM
[i wanna be a PRC.]
o.0 all my RHEMA stuff got taken care off! oops.
thank God. just when i was feeling super not-up-to-task everything's settled.
AMEN.
PROMOS. one down, A levels to go. HAHA i am far sighted.
after promos my brain starts to work again i can now intelligently insult people. ((: AGAIN! can't remember the last time though i know i blogged about it. can't find it:/ HAHAHA
I WANNA BE A PRC! *wink* lengshan. HAHA
out!! with lengshan and joshua(lui) and jess adn elo and pui see and edith and nicole! nad we went from orchard mrt to borders to tanglin to church to great world(: I LOVE THE SALTSHAKERS and some of SHASH! hahahaha
and i actually don't remember what we did in the magic shop I REMEMBER THE GOD-GUIDED LOOSE CHANGE. HAHA
hooray, hooray, it's a happy day for i have found my cow! (ended my promos) of course, promoting may be another subject totally.
joshua lui! EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRRR then we can go to ivan's place to bake. HAHAHA yesyesyes(:
net ENJOY NOW BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE
siyi: still don't know do what you know??? bleah huh. HAHA
ALL THE BEST TO PEOPLE WITH UNFINISHED PAPERS/UNSTARTED EXAMS!
lostinthought at 12:09:00 AM
Thursday, September 25, 2008
[nutty.]
i think i've gone bonkers. HAHAHA
whatever.
GENERAL PAPER CHINESE LITERATURE(OTHELLO) ECONOMICS MATHEMATICS LITERATURE(IMAGINING OTHER WORLDS) GEOGRAPHY
othello was nice cause I KNOW JOSHUA LOK IS GOING TO DO WELL. HHAHAHA i rock as a tuition teacher. pleasepleaseplease. donno laa, but i'm not too sure about my own essay.
and econs could go either way. i need to ask joshua (ang) for econs notes. joanne, go with me.
math later. but it;s math. what does that tell you.
THANK YOU SHANE FOR TEACHING ME RATE OF CHANGE UNFORTUNATELY I MAY HAVE FORGOTTEN IT ALL TODAY BUT I SWEAR I'LL TRY TO DO IT CORRECTLY OKAY! THANK YOU VERY MUCH(:
i think i have the most varied math teachers. differentiation- siyi and joanne function-joanne integration-samantha rate of change- shane log-er no one, gg. HAHA
joshua (lui) thank you((: and joanne... i know. HAHAHA but then at this point of time, studying is SUPPOSED to be my life. so yeah. TODAY AND TOMORROW AND I'M DONE.
tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow creeps in this petty pace from day to day till the last syllable of recorded time and all our yesterdays have lighted fools the way to dusty death out, out brief candle(?), life's but a shadow a something play on a stage donno what a tale told by an idiot full of sound and fury, signifying nothing somehting the main donno what and then is seen no more.
TOMORROW.
freedom.
siyi: errrrrrrrrrrrrrrr sorryyyyyyy? still do what is this. HAHA sorry no cure!
joshua lok! SURE SURE SURE PASS OKAY you may even do better than me remember time management though, one hour per essay NO MATTER WHAT. even if you're not done. just put it aside first. after all, would you rather get 27 instead of 25 for a paper and not finish the other essay and get 20 instead of say 25 if you finished it. HAHA confusing.
ANNABELLE I TELL YOU 10TH RIGHT WE ARE GOING OUT NO ARGUMENT. HAHAHAHA LETS GO... SOMEWHERE. I MISS YOU ALOT OKAY. I DON'T MIND STUDYING WITH YOU AFTER MY PROMOS CAUSE I STILL HAVE TO STUDY IF YOU WANT TO LA. YOU HAVE NIGHT STUDY RIGHT. SO YEAH. JIA YOU!!! soon yours will be over too and we can celebrate-TOGETHER. kk? HAHA studystudystudy!!
and we'll do elo's and rachel tan's and ona? and yvonne's all together! a MASSIVE celebration(:
lostinthought at 9:35:00 AM
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
[no clue]
i have NO CLUE what i'm doing on the computer and internet at this time. i must be stupid, or stupid.
siyi: errrrrrr you SAY you do. however, i don't believe sorry. and stop giving people the wrong impresson okay. later people think i'll les. please laa. control yourself. and remember what you TOLD ME. huh. i know you didn't do what you told me. definitely.
youknowwho: you know what, you know who, you're not very smart. tsk. oh well. and shows are shows, we want to see the ending.
hamster! HAHA yesyes(: PRAYER=POWER. unfortunately aaron's prayer didn't seem to work:/ slacking is, unfortunately, slacking:/ HAHA THIS IS SLACKING. AARON PRAY HARDERRRRRRR.
bee: that's what annette and i were telling you remember HAHA tsktsk. study harddddddddd
joanne! today marks the THREE DAY COUNTDOWN. and unfortunately,
GENERAL PAPER CHINESE LITERATURE(OTHELLO) ECONOMICS MATHEMATICS LITERATURE(IMAGINING OTHER WORLDS) GEOGRAPHY
seeshhhhhhhhh SOMEONE HELP.
lostinthought at 9:58:00 PM
Thursday, September 18, 2008
[rightt.]
actually i don't know what to say HAHA
BUT I GET A CHANCE TO WATCH SHOW! YEAH MAN! shane and i get to watch a nice show live. HAHA i hope it lasts long. for your sake. and mine. and everyone else's.
you don't have to answer to this. don't reveal who you are. you know who i'm talking to.
shane rocks seriously. HAHA this is strange. but whatever.
siyi: yes, dear, you told me. and don't talk about my chinese okay. it's CHINESE. seesh. and are you sure you want to get me the book. HAHA i mean, i donno. but rest assured it'll be one of my most treasured posessions. like phoenix and the ashes that was really nice. HAHA
hamster: HAHA really, congrats(: and i think i'll add aaron to the links. cause joanne is like a shadow person. after promos. HAHA
now i should study.
lostinthought at 8:29:00 PM
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
[just a side note]
OH OH AND ANNETE REMEMBER WHAT YOU WANTED TO DO
wait for the birds to come and sing the song
look at the words on the picture on my blog(:
BEE GO FIND OUT WHO KAREN CARPENTER IS.
lostinthought at 9:06:00 PM
[5-letter word.]
TERRY PRATCHETT HAS A NEW BOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*SCREAMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS*
HAHAHAHAHA
I WANT IT I WANT IT I WANT IT
nation by terry pratchett as well as eric and a copy of going postal and hogfather cause other than Thud! those two are my favourite Terry Pratchett books((:
HAHA
anywayyy
I FINISHED REVISING OTHELLO! haha thank you joshua (lok) for accompanying my revision. HAHA and i forgot about the deprove thing i remember we had a long argument about it. DEGENERATE. sorry.
annette: we'll jsut watch until we get tired of it. but i'll need to go home:/ HAHA
siyi: it's good that you're happy(: HAHA cause i totally need to talk to you. SERIOUSLY. yeah, there's no such word as deprove. but i forgot. HAHA fish and FISH. the plural of fruit is FRUIT.
annabelle: do you SERIOUSLY want to be worn by elo. please laa. HAHA i mean, it was strange and it was kind of like a half jacket. I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUU you need to tutor me in lit cambridge girl. and gossip girl is... interesting. HAHA it's intriguing seriously. i'm turning into a donno what. YOUR INFLUENCE.
bee: fun laa! cannot mehh and don't say anything. i know you're going to praise yourself. HAHA
rahaman! you know what, i think i agree with you. cause i doubt people will stop using deprove just for the tiny reason that it doesn't exist. (whoops sorry case in point right here) and no in this case degenerate means from A- in PAE to 29 to 28 27 26 25 and now finally 24. which is a fail according to secondary school standards. no where even near 80% but i really want that :/ thanks for your confidence though(:
abigail! HAHA yes you do need to be patient. i've been checking for a long time:/ i suspect he may have forgotten us. but the saltshaker cm's photos are also not up so yeah i guess maybe he hasn't transferred them or something.
lostinthought at 8:55:00 PM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
[((:]
HAHA I "STUDIED" LIT TODAY(: teaching is the best revision((:
HAHA
i'm happy(: i think.
geog (YAY(: ) lit( die. i'm deproving at an increasing rate :/) econs (my graphs are GONE) math(don't talk about it) chinese(PASS PLEASE) GP(give me back a b or a c)
speaking of math
CONGRAGULATIONS JOSHUA LUI! hahahaha
i sososo need to focus and study more.
and change my attitude:/ thanks bee(:
lostinthought at 9:47:00 PM
Monday, September 15, 2008
[your word is a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path.]
today was study day again HAHA how suprised are you? tsktsk.
annabelle: yes, i did watch SOME due to your bad influence. HAHAAHAHA and we crap about it in school -_-" that's how bad school has become.
mscool: stop pretending. you're ELOELOELOELO!!! HAHA I MISS YOU!!!!!!!! and your tinkerbell jacket -_-"
siyi: hi siyi. happy? HAHAHA
annette: shop somemore and make bee transfer money for you -_-" you better STUDY if you're not motivated, talk to shafiq or isaac. HAHA but i think you're studying really hard now just mantain this for a week more! and you'll be A OKAY! and of course i want a pressie! HAHA kidding. i'll miss you in class:/ and and GO TO YOUR PLACE AFTER PROMOS TO WATCH RANDOM THINGS OKAY!!
HAHA
nessa! thank you((: take care too okay! jia you!
joanne: which song? HAHA but i really like the second song. (: it's a hymn we had to sing in st theresa's church(: and it's nice.
lead me Lord today(:
lostinthought at 11:27:00 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
[lead me.]
Falling on my knees in worship
Giving all I am to seek your face Lord,
all I am is yours
My whole life I place in your hands
God of mercy, humbled I bow down
In your presence, at your throne
I called, you answered
And you came to my rescue
And I want to be where you are...
In my life
Be lifted high
In our world
Be lifted high
In our love
Be lifted high
Lead me lord, lead me lord!
By the light of truth
To seek and to find the narrow way
Be my way, be my truth, be my light O lord!
And lead me Lord today
Blessed are the poor in spirit longing for their lord,
For God's coming kingdom shall be theirs
Blessed are the sorrowing for they shall be consoled
And god's coming kingdom shall be theirs.
Blessed are the merciful for the mercy shall be theirs
And the pure in heart shall see their God
Blest are they whose hunger only holiness can fill
For I say they shall be satisfied Blest are they who through their lifetimes sow the seeds of peace
All will call them children of the Lord
Blest are you, though persecuted in your holy life
For in Heaven great is your reward.
lostinthought at 9:02:00 PM
Friday, September 12, 2008
[tired out]
tomorrow... i have no feelings
studied really hard today (:
but too tired and pressed for time to say more
joshua (lok) good tell me(: like, tomorrow okay. HAHA i will guess.
joshua(lui) HAHA yeah(: worship on sunday and the letter thing(:
annette: ummmmmmmmmm XOXO you know you love me -_-" 2 words, 8 letters and i'm yours. whatever laa remember our conversation and remember me when you go to where ever it is that you are going next year march HAHA
lostinthought at 10:09:00 PM
Thursday, September 11, 2008
[AN ANSWER TO A PRAYER.]
YESSSSSSSS. YESYESYEYESYESYES (((((: YES AND AMEN!!
lostinthought at 9:14:00 PM
[sunshine and chicken drumsticks]
sun soaked silence frozen in time liquid pools of golden gloss gleaming in mime
little girls walking alone swwinging arms in rhyme licking lollys bought for a dime
treading softly on the grass each step closer to the final destination chatting lightly in the dust each word the beginning of a new journey
best friends.
let them have their lollipops and ice cream we're special we have chicken drumsticks.
and i realised my previous post is scary. HAHAHAHA oh well.
joshua(lui) you know, i realised that there;s someone else who can keep you company on my blog links AARON. HHAHA i forgot.
bee(: in the end we did it what. eventually. HAHA econs on-the -spot consultation!
ANNABELLEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha WE SO TOTALLY NEED TO STUDYYYYYYYYY hahah i'm going to church on friday to study plus monday staying back in school so tuesday or thurs(: WITH ELOOOOOOOO hhahaha miss you LOADS.
annette: nineteel eighty five is another book why don't you write it? then bee and i can analyse it for you. HAHA
siyi: you know you love me HAHAHA gossip girl. which reminds me that annette reminds me of them. TSK.
happy(: and i need to send the worship stuff. HAHA darn. (: FOUND THE SONGS(: HAPPY(:
lostinthought at 5:32:00 PM
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
[speechless]
my title is ironic i know. but this is all i have to say
bitches one and all. i really dislike people who gossip. and you and you and you and you and more have done that. victiously repeatedly.
i abhor your actions.
lostinthought at 12:20:00 PM
[time machine back to when things were better]
I'M GUAI i relinked everyone! at 12am.
wrong timing or what.
HAHA
BUTBUT had a really deep meaningful conversation with bee(: the type i like(:
thanks so much(:
please call me when you get a time machine bee(: i REALLY NEED IT. then again maybe it's better to go on without it :/
joshua (lok) actually. i feel bad that i haven't done it. haha but it's urg. so tomorrow!
net: the sauce is NICEEEEEEEE so there HHAHA maybe tomorrow (or today) no wait, we're studying in school.
siyi: it's your choice girl. HAHA lets not talk about them anymore or even anyone just tell me about YOU cause i think we're so caught up in other people's problems that we rarely talk about just us anymore.
joshua (lui): HAHA i like phoebe's dot thing. HAHA it's ... interesting. and sometimes it's nice. when you have nothing to do HAHA
lostinthought at 12:01:00 AM
Monday, September 8, 2008
[tell me it isn't so]
your words fill me with fear and foreboding. no. it can't be. tell me it isn't so.
argh totally ruined my mood for studying :/
NO TELL ME IT'S NOT TRUE.
TELL ME THAT'S NOT WHAT YOU WERE REFERRING TO.
TELL ME THAT WE HAVE ONE MORE CHANCE.
argh. but thank God for longer attention span today. math is totally off. argh.
lostinthought at 7:33:00 PM
Sunday, September 7, 2008
[back to the daily grind.]
oh dearrrrrrrrr
homework is undone and DUE TOMORROW.
argh.
oh well. my fault for procrastinaiton.
VIC! hello! HAHA
siyi: you know what i think kit was right. you'ld really be careful. don't kill a friendship because of a misunderstanding. i'm serious but it's your choice. (and what training do you have?! your CCA is like, no training?!)
ananbelle: you? or... ELOISE?! oh dear. HAA NEVER TAG ON MY TAGBOARD FOR SO LONG MADE ME THINK THAT YOU FORGOT ME :/ and add links to your blog lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
joanne! HAHA donno unfortunately i can't make it private casue there are the nicknames on it yeah PLUS PICTURES. and you found my blog anyway smart girl(: WOOLY(: my brother claims that it refers to your brain as well. HAHA HE SAID IT.
bee! yes please come along(: when we next eat it(: YAY(:
lostinthought at 9:02:00 PM
Saturday, September 6, 2008
[tears flowing and an ache that i can explain but can't relieve.]
i have a giant post on saltshakers but i don't know if i should publish it :/
oh well.
i'm disappointed i thought you knew that it wasn't about you what you wanted but what was needed. but thanks for the effort anyway.
i so need to sleep. CELL TOMORROW((:
SIYI: (: don't be and please be careful tomorrow
joshua (lok) yup i realised AFTER i tagged HAHA oh well when i tag next which is when you 1)reply my tag on your tagboard or 2) post again.
net: it's the thing on the tagboard you know, the rectangle beside name tsk and the sauce was nice. if abit spicy.
ms cool: hi(: glad you've matured. but you are...? HAHA sorry.
lostinthought at 7:46:00 PM
Thursday, September 4, 2008
[bounce back.]
bee!
HAHA blogger is better. so says i. HAHA
lit lesson was lame. and coming in late rocks(:
and we so totally need to study. HAHA
net(: enjoyed chicken rice with you! WHEE haha we shall do that again and look for the pooh hangar thing. HAHA
KATHLYN I KNOW SHE MESSAGED MEEEEEEE but then i have to study and i can't go out): so yeah MISS YOU PEOPLE ALOT!
nessa(: thanks(:
abigail! HAHA i know i saw your face BUT IT WAS SUPER FUNNY AND I DONNO please do it again HAHA when i told jess she was like, my girls keep telling me that already. HAHA should we do a sow and reap again? NEXT TIME BRING YOUR FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!
siyi: you'ld do it anyway cause you know what i say is true it's just that you'ld do it pissed which isn't a good thing :/ don't worry your reward is not measured by earthly things or tangible results it is in heaven at least you have sowed the seed remember that the most important thing is not to solve the problem but to show God's grace and mercy through what you do. do pray(:
lit lesson today was random boringgggggggggggg hahah and ms zhou's reaction to my timed assignment was -_-" i thought longer was better HAHA oh well.
then pw consultation! helped so much(:
homed with siyi! but then i TALKED TO KIT ABOUT RUSSELL HAHAHAHAHAHA he DIES. hhaha okay, not really. cause he can't die. (inside joke) but that's not the point.
HAHA oh dear. i need to study
STUDYING IN CHURCH TOMORROWWWWWWWWWWWW (: yay(: and lengshan saw my brother in the library! apparently they were sitting opposite each other haha strange people.
lostinthought at 8:26:00 PM
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
[]
never believed it was possible to miss someone(s) so much
lostinthought at 4:27:00 PM
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
[replies again]
joshua (lok) DON'T COMMIT SUICIDE OKAY.
and siyi: thanks(:
lostinthought at 10:58:00 PM
[replies]
net: you were you(: thanks for today(:
siyi: no comment
want to change my blog add
lostinthought at 10:29:00 PM
[memories]
Amen. if only God gave us the power to turn back time.
God, thank you for letting me be part of this great, GREAT event. thank you for this pain in my heart, the sinking feeling that we have so little time together. thank you for letting me experience it so many times. because that means that You have given me the opportunity to be a part of another great group. thank you that i have known all those awesome groups of people. this year, Lord, there were so many. PAE 07, Life concert, this. Lord, thank you.
memories of yesterday(:
1) waking up at 6.30 am to jump around, HYPER EXCITED.
2) walking into church late and seeing jess in her black shirt bent over her work
3) complaining about math and rubbish and aaron walks in IN WHITE hahaha (we were supposed to wear black)
4) complaining about my lousy a math and aaron goes, "i've never gotten above single digit" HAHA that was totally off. HAHAHAHA
5) seeing all the people come in drips and drags --> who comes next? ummmm CHARLENE haha and complaining about after apple picking HAHA
6) walking out to get stuff and meeting josiah seeing him run to put the stuff down and join us
7) getting the rose AND DISCOVERING THAT IT'S 80 CENTS. haha it was pretty(:
8) THE EGGS the sizes were weird. hAHA
9) waiting for lengshan and talking about her and aaron goes, i think she;s acting retarded and we all say that lengshan IS retarded and then realising that he's talking about the auntie selling tissue paper. HAHA
10) MEETING LENGSHAN (i remember messaging chesed my ct results IT ALMOST MADE ME FALL OVER)
11) going back to church and meeting kenneth and SEEING HIS IDENTITY CARDS. no wonder he;s "scared fat"
12) seeing his ez-link card and hearing someone go, wa, kenneth had afro hair (think it was aaron-again)
13) going to dawson and buying the prizes HAHA someone was first prize, OH CHARLENE and jess was second and aaron was third HAHA
14) trying to buy the beer and NOT SUCCEEDING hahahaha
15) TAKING THE BUS AND MISSING OUT STOP-one stop after we got on
16) showing off my fast walking and pulling aaron along (he walks unberably slowlyyyy)
17) me and lengshan taking pictures of the grass outside church
//edit ANDAND pastor ronald drove past and then we were talking about asking him to drive us to dawson and we realised that there was no space for all of us): so we decided to put lengshan in the boot cause we can still hear her voice from there HAHA AND then we decided that if she drove a car she wouldn't need a horn cause her voice alr very loud, it's like an eternal horn. but more melodious of course.
HAHA
end edit\\
18) lunch- with the saltshakers(most anyway) and SOGGY FRIES that were ironically not salty
19) JOSHUA LUI COMES and cuts his finger going up the stairs(long story)
20) registration- the first people then BAM the whole gianormous group lengshan and charlene's WONDER CELL haha
21) SEEING PHOEBE AND ABIGAIL!
22) start of activity, running around with ls at first then speed writing names, groups, colours
23) CHASING TIME ahaha i totally remember making joshua toh's group do cheers HAHA "you have 40 seconds to think of a cheer i'll be back then" *runs around chasing time again* 40 seconds later "40 minutes-ehh, seconds are up!" HAHA
24) watching them play chairmen COOL LAAAAAA hahahaha i remember kenneth and the unity sec guy *chiong along the chairs * THUD woah hahahaha loud laa the sound of flesh on flesh
25) rushing down for preperations THE BLOOD HAHAHA
26) orange or blue? HAHA black or shiny grey?
27) THE MAKE UP oh man. HAHA RUSSEL REFUSED TO PUT EYELINERRRRRRRRRR
28) sitting in the floor at the last row of chairs in the cry room and singing songs i remember jess's face.
29) walking in and someone shouts my name
30) SKIT STARTS.
31) the laughter at aaron's part-the rose bit
32) when jess snatches the can out of my hand and i was super unprepared but the timing was PERFECT
33) charlene pulls the rubberbad off HARD.
34) the collective gasp with the blood. that was NICE great job russel and jess(:
35) the silence when the struggle begins we really struggled. it was VIOLENT kept trying to pull jess back and the fall flat part SWEET. wasn't even planned. we did miss one throw back though compensated with the drama HAHA
36) ivan coming in and the throwing part, BEAUTIFUL.
37) waiting for it to be over and not having the urge to laugh
38) getting up and realising that i squashed the rose
39) walking into the room and the outburst of speech HAHA i remember jess lying on the floor
40) taking emo photos. HAHA JOSHUA LUI I WANT THOSE EMO PHOTOS.
41) the hugs(: with ls and jess and charlene(:
42) kenneth's face when it was over
43) REALISING THAT IT WAS NOT VIDEOED and the all round "joanne will kill us" s
HAHA
44) assalting sec 1s and 2s for videos. and joshua lui and me going continue continue to the phone and russell and ivan predicting when it'll end
45) the food, going down and realising that aaron and i actually wern't needed to help cook HAHA
//edit I DON'T KNOW HOW I COULD HAVE FORGOTTEN THISSS! when we were eating and then abigail comes up to me and says something i forgot what. and then she suddenly says something like but now we know that aaron and jessica very pei and then i think i was laughing then we hear aaron go er, i heard that. HAHA cause he was on the other side of the table. i remember looking at abigail and her face having the "oh shit" expression HAHA
end edit\\
46) taking pictures and kenneth disapperaing and the saltshaker cms shouting KENNETH really loudly. HAHA he was like don't do that leh, very embarrassing then he disappeared again and we shouted (again) and this time his answer was sorry, very hungry -_-" i thought someone scared fat HAHA
47) giving out the book marks and the girl refusing them:/
48) PICTURES WITH ABIGAIL AND PHOEBE!
49) clearing up the noodledonnowhatnumblimb thing was super dirty laaaaa KILL JOANNE kenneth and keith and joshua toh (hidden) cleanig the floor and removing water with the dustpan and mel goes, the brothers at work HAHA (they SO don't look alike)
50) the baby lizard
51) realising that the third prize WASN'T GIVEN OUT
52) distributing the cards(: and blocking the stairway and suanning ls with keith HAHA not really la, but abit anyway HAHA
53) stopping at every staircase. HAHA
54) charlene aaron and i taking 132 I MISSED MY STOP HOW RETARDEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD at least i can change(: HAHA
55) talking about our siblings and realising that aaron has a younger brother in church!!
i miss them already): woke up this morning hyper again but went down when i stopped messaging ls): then crashed
i guess it's kinda okay, since i have been so hyper for a few days.
WATCHED THE DRAFT on aaron's blog ARGHHHHHHHHHH WHY DIDN'T WE GET THE "REAL ONE" argh hahaaha
Lord, thank you.
Somewhere between the hot and the cold Somewhere between the new and the old Somewhere between who I am and who I used to be Somewhere in the middle, You'll find me
Somewhere between the wrong and the right Somewhere between the darkness and the light Somewhere between who I was and who You're making me Somewhere in the middle, You'll find me
Just how close can I get, Lord, to my surrender without losing all control
Fearless warriors in a picket fence, reckless abandon wrapped in common sense Deep water faith in the shallow end and we are caught in the middle
With eyes wide open to the differences, the God we want and the God who is But will we trade our dreams for His or are we caught in the middle Are we caught in the middle
Somewhere between my heart and my hands Somewhere between my faith and my plans Somewhere between the safety of the boat and the crashing waves Somewhere between a whisper and a roar
Somewhere between the altar and the door Somewhere between contented peace and always wanting more Somewhere in the middle You'll find me
Just how close can I get, Lord, to my surrender without losing all control Lord, I feel You in this place and I know You're by my side Loving me even on these nights when I'm caught in the middle
Somewhere between contented peace and always wanting more indeed. caught in the middle.