ANNABELLE!
I <3 ANNABELLE(:
i shall say no more(:
YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE((:
gosh i miss you so much.
HAHA
OUTING!
SOON!


siyi:
cause the only photos i have of us are like, obscene
HAHA.


joshua:
yeah you realised.
the only person who can spam without meaning to.






emoed the whole of today.
OH GOD.

got my dose of annabelle medicine(:
but i think i may still kill someone.

and you're not helping.

who do you #$$!#@!$@#*% think you are
to budge in like that and say things that you have no right to say.

don't push me to far.
because you haven't seen me angry.
violently angry.




the way i look on the outside
isn't the way i feel inside
the things i do
may not be for the reasons
you think.

don't push me over the edge
don't try me
don't make me lose control
don't make me
lose my temper.

it's more complicated than you think.





i need another dose of annabelle.

DAMNIT WHY DID YOU HAVE TO COME BACK INTO MY LIFE.

you mess up my life.
no one invited you back.
you were gone so long i thought you disappeared forever
you were a name on a piece of paper.
DAMNIT WHY DID YOU HAVE TO COME BACK?

been in quite a wierd mood since wed night, contrary moods and aquesient ones, pick-a-fight and throw-a-fit moods, happy moods and sad moods, hyper moods and stoned ones.

I’m not even sure when I’m having a mood swing any longer, the turn’s so gradual that I don’t know when I cross the line into another emotion.


Basically I’ve wasted my life away.
But Friday was… mixed(:

The SC council speech was seriously insane, I found out that quite a few classmates put Samuel as 8th choice (I really didn’t instigate them). HAHA.

As des and Joshua say,
SAMUEL FOR PRESIDENT
JOYENE FOR VICE PRESIDENT!

Which brings me to des.




HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY DESIREE(:

Now for the prerequisite emo birthday post. (it’s a girls' school thing)




DES! Though we were in the same class since sec one, I never really talked to you. Honestly, I think I talked you more in one and a half months than four years altogether. You were always the mastermind of any event in class and any teacher knew who to find- you. All the way up to sec 4, I remember you organizing the lets-all-pon-class-together-on-this-day day (which I didn’t take part in) which resulted in 12 people coming to school. Out of 37. Then the next day, (unplanned) only 7 came to school.

Classes with you have always been fun and listening to you rebel against the education system and take potshots against the teacher has always been entertaining.

It’s the first time I’m in a different class from you AND IT’S THE FIRST TIME I’M NOT TAKING LIT WITH YOU!!!
I promise myself. I’ll do the best I can to BEAT YOU IN LIT. mua haahahaah.

See you around in school(:

And keep insulting those teachers(:


//edit at 9.10
i was on MSN and, for the FIRST TIME EVER
there were 0/16 07ers on MSN.
then i remembered the play.
but still.
it's the FIRST TIME EVER.
actually i kinda regret not getting to go.
then again, i get to play badminton and realise how lousy i am

joshua:
WATCH OUT.
himbo.
hurmph.

I'LL GET SOMEONE TO STALK YOU AND MURDER YOU IN YOUR SLEEP.
ask me about my favourite way to kill someone.


rahman:
who says i'm afraid of the phone huh.
it's a camera.
I BREAK CAMERAS.

(and it's not like i've never taken a photo before...)


benedict:
i write like, donno, confused?
NO ORGANISATION.
i think i started from the back see.
I'LL GET IT DONE.
eventually.


annette:
how was i to know that berakah was that smart.
and anyway.
SECRET LAA.
seesh.
DAMN WIERD.
HAHAHAHAHA.












ARGH UNFAIR.
HOW CAN RAHMAN AND SAMUEL AND BENEDICT BE IN THE SAME GROUP?!!!!
like, that's the group I WANT TO BE IN.
100% slacking for me(:
and A guaranteed.




ARGH. GETTING CHASED OFF THE COM.

argh.

i really need to start studying.
but all i can think of
everyday
is how much i hate
mondays.


i really really really hate mondays.
it marks the start of a new week.
which really isn't that bad except for school.
which then again isn't that bad either.
it's just that...


gragrh.




went back to STC on saturday,
unfortunately, there were SO nay stalls that we didn't know what to do.
seeing 4E (not the clique) kind of reminded me of how seperated we were as a class.
but clique was good.
though racheltan totally zhaoed after we talked, maybe 5 sentences.
but annabelle's pohpiah was suprisingly good.
and elo became more lian.
which is wierd, because she CAN'T be lian.
and judith in stc becomes judith again((:
and we finally saw yvonne.
after super long.

but mostly, split time between des and leena and the clique.


and pictures!!!

(now 07 CAN'T say that i'm camera shy)


LIFE CONCERT POST!!!

urgh.



life concert was an (as of now) once in a lifetime experience.

the blood(bruises), sweat, mutual embarrassment and laughter forged bonds that eventually came together on the day itself, helping to electrify the atmosphere of Life concert 2008. The cumulation of our hardwork accross events put all of us on the same "frequency", across the dances, (tambourine, hip hop, flags, ballet) the band and the backstage people , to achieve the same goal, the success of life concert 2008.

the selection process for dance was relatively easy, due to the lack of dancers. however, i requested to be a part of the tambourine dance troupe, as i have previous expeience with the tambourine.

once being informed that we were being selected, we had to go for life concert preperation camp 2008. after being split into groups and a time of worship, we were seperated into our different sections, band to practice, dancers to dance, and backstage people to paint the familar life concert advertistments like the easter eggs and design the posters.

practices from then on flew by so quickly that it was difficult to believe that one month had passed.









ARGH CAN I CONTINUE ANOTHER TIME? I KNOW I CAN.

...

tired.

and feeling stupid.

WELL.
lit's killing me AND I HAVE PW

want to MSN but have to appear offlineeeeeee.



grrr.
homework's killing my life
but i gotta admit.
i could have done this yesterday.
and played while i was at it.

LIT (marrysong)
LIT (presentation thinggy)
MATH TUTORIAL 3 (tomorrow)
PW (tomorrow)
GP (tuesday)

groograw.
*randomness oozing out or my pores*

argh. i can't believe berakah figured it out.

...DIRTY LITTLE SECRET
WHO HAS TO KNOW
WHO HAS TO KNOW



oh yes.
this is important


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANET!!!
you've been my nenek for a year.
how does it feel?
(:
well, today you are another year older (though you're younger than me but whatever)
nenek.
sutdy hard in seattle okay
AND COME BACK TO SINGAPORE AND WATCH VIENNA BOYS CHOIR WITH US!!!
((:



oh and, happy birthday jonathan.

homework:

geog : tutorial
lit: merrysong
math: tutorial 3
GP: project thinggy
PW: PI

i am so dead.
you can kinda tell.


AWESOME!!!
my new fav. word((:



AWESOME.

i found out that leena stays REALLY near me
HORROR
OH THE HORROR
my back gate like, leads almost directly to her place.


but insulting leena really cracks me up((:
she's really -_-"
(yes rahman be jealous)
and apparently she's going around checking out guys(and girls)
thanks leng shan for the heads-up((:


AWESOME((:

and i wanted to say soemthing that made more sense but then...


andandand.
er.

WHATEVER.

when i remember.



//edit immediately after
OH YEAH
i was going to say, i need a new ego-inducing phrase other than because of ME.

today made me realise how much i miss spending time alone-- with myself.

since, probably primary school i've been surrounded by people.
that's not to say that they liked me, but they at least were, i don't know, there?

the last time, in primary school was probably during recess when christine has taf on tues and thurs and i'ld walk around the canteen cause i was afraid to talk to other people (-_-" how dumb)

then in secondary school there was judith who was with me 24/7 (:
and fat(:
and sec 3/4 was clique.
i don't remember a single time when i spent time actually thinking.
even time alone was spent thinking about them, or some person or the other.

today, alone with a cup of coke((:
was different((:


i actually understand now why my brain doesn't work.
it's grainy and brown but FINE all the same.
milo powder((:





I WANT BLOGGER'S CLUB
AND IT SHOULD TOTALLY BE BLOGGERS' CLUB NOT BLOGGER'S CLUB CAUSE BLOGGER'S CLUB INDICATES AN INDIVIDUAL JOINING A CLUB WHILE BLOGGERS' CLUB IMPLIES A GROUP OF PEOPLE, BLOGGERS, FORMING A CLUB



BLOGGERS BLUB- BE A BLOGHEAD.



(the bloging competition thing can be --> the BLOGbusters are here! show us your blog and be (blogusted)BUSTED -got to know more about ghost busters...- or something)



blogustus bloop (augustus gloop from charlie and the chocolate factory)
life is like a blog - you never know what you'll read next((:
just blog it (nike)
nothing is imblogpossible (adidas)
new balance-- balance for your blog (new balance)
HAHA
RANDOMMMMMM.
uber blog- the fantistique blog (GENIUS CLUB)
(the genius club((: uber, fantistique and something. i forgot HAHA -sorry annabelle- was it haber or something?)

i (insert bloggers's club logo here) blogging (sony ericson)

bloggers' club
connecting ideas (nokia)

iBLOG (ipod)
and proud of it.


whatever.

got tired of pointless posting.

WHERE'S BLOGGER'SCLUB; WHO SAYS WE NEED A TEACHER WHO CAN EDIT HTML.


Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (AD/HD) is a condition resulting in symptoms of inability to maintain attention, impulsive behaviors and/or motor restlessness. The prevalence of AD/HD in adults is thought to be around 4.4%

The most prevalent symptoms of ADHD are inattention, hyperactivity, and impulsivity. These behaviors are typically seen early in a child’s life, often when he enters a school setting. Impulsive and hyperactive behaviors may be the most evident symptoms initially, followed by signs of inattention.

(these are my answers)

innatention:

Poor attention to details.
yes

Careless mistakes in schoolwork, work, or other activities.
yes

Trouble keeping attention on tasks or play activities.
maybe

Difficulty listening when spoken to directly.
not really

Difficulty following instructions.
depending.

Difficulty completing schoolwork, chores, or duties in the workplace.
yes

Difficulty organizing activities.
donno.

Difficulty focusing mental attention for a long period of time (such as schoolwork or homework).
yes

Often loses things needed for tasks and activities (e.g. toys, school assignments, pencils, books, or tools).
YES how irritating.

Easily distracted.
YES

Forgetful in daily activities.
yes.


hyperactivity:

Fidgets with hands or feet or squirms in seat.
YES. i like to rock or bounce in my seat HAHAHA.maybe that's why i sleep in class. i don't fidget enough,

Difficulty remaining seated. Gets up from seat when remaining in seat is expected.
nahh, i'm too old for that(:

Restlessness.
YES. definitely. HAHA

Difficulty playing or enjoying leisure activities quietly.
er. depends on the activity... i can read quitely... except i'll prpbably be shaking my legs or something.

Often “on the go” or often acts as if “driven by a motor.”
errrrrr. *unsure*

Excessive talking.
depending.
i can talk alot if i really want to like, maybe now and it all depends on who i'l talking to as well as the fact that i'm shy so if i don't know you i probably won't talk alot but don't know why i talk so much in 07, i talk more in one break with them than the whole day with my class...

impulsivity:

Blurts out answers before questions have been finished.
sometimes. HAHA. how irritating.

Difficulty waiting one’s turn.
er. when i was younger? perhaps. but then, i'm shy so...

Interrupts or intrudes on others (e.g., butts into conversations or games).
er. too shy to do that(:



haha.
fyi, i'm dyslexic. (eg, i just typed ify not fyi - not intentionally-)
generally, it doesn'tcome singly((:
and i had suspicions that i'm add((:
here i am((:


but back to the point.

we fear the unknown.
and those who have such disorders are the unknown to the rest of hte normal people ( i don't know in which category i belong so i didn't use us) and the thing is, many are ostracised because of this difference.
tutuion today, we were discussing special ed programmes (apparently there's a programme to get ACS I primary gifted boys to meet some osha or something autistic kids-which is a novel idea. not sure how either party will react though, with donno,fear on the latter's side, and if the former is immature, revulsion?) and we were touched on discrimination to such cases.

unfortunately, some do not realise that this is a disorder with no relevance to parenting skills or whatever-- instead it is a)a genetic thing b) due to increased levels of toxins etc in body as a result or the parent smoking or whatever. many think that the child is simply misbehaving, yet the child is more afraid than defiant, more confused than rebellious.

i know cases of such intolerance, close range.
a teacher at a certain school brought his/her pupils to pathlight so that they could understand their autistic classmate better. good idea?
you'ld think so.
but cause they were mentally immature, tehy would shout "send you to pathlight!" to the autistic child so as to see his reaction.
yet the autistic child is smart, i mean REALLY smart. it's like a gifting, (my theory is that tehy're so smart sometimes, that they can't interact) or, a compensation. albert enstinen was autistic, and other famous people have disabilities.

they didn't let that stop them, and overcame opposition.

maybe if we tolerated differences teh world would be a better place.
the speed of darkness was on autism. I WANT TO DO A BOOK REVIEW BUT I KINDA FORGOT.

i'm glad to say my case ie MILD((:
if not, i'ld probably be a psychotic random child, causing trouble 24/7.





late nights and irregular eating times are doing me in.
I DON'T WANNA FALL SICK!!!

super tired.


i'm a gonner.

STC Clique/Piehouse
■ANNABELLEliang
■ ELOISElie
■JUDITHlee
■RACHELtan

STC choir
■ahbung ying-Geok ying
■kakak kitkat-Kathlyn
■NENEK-Janet

08A07
■Desiree
■Vanessa
■Rahman
■Samuel
■Joshua (lok)
■Benedict
■Elise
■Leena
■Denise

08A06<3
■BEE (bzzt-sting)
■NET (the black)

Small Saltshakers
■ Abigail!
■Phoebe!
■ Victoria!

Saltshakers
■ Aaron
■ Charlene
■ Joshua (lui)
■ Joanne

um. nelson, suggest a title.
■ Nelson