i have found. the.
PERFECT.
or almost anyway
ffn/fnn/whatever.

shh.
it's my little secret.




annabelle!
88!
i bet one of them is drinking alcohol.
HAHA

thanks.
it helps you know.
the e is before the i!
except c
what's with the except c bit.

tsktsk, judith, sleeping is bad!
we should go eat warheads or something
HAHA

joanne, I DON'T KNOW.
but i'm sure we;ve sat down with your toys before to do something strange.
i think.
i think i remember something about feeding them, but it's not a tea party exactly.
and i don't remember what we did.
HAHA

there is something i want.
want.
but don't need:/
if you want to be nice you can get it for me
HAHA
ask if you're intersted in INVESTING your money in me(:




argh fluff alert.
inner conflict +turmoil +blamd and shame and guilt = heartbreak.
no, distractions.

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
( ) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 0

Level 2
( ) Are / Been In Love
( ) Been Dumped
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight
YES.
hahaha
group fights are the BEST.

SO FAR: 1

Level 4
( ) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School
And felt really guilty. I was waiting for ms wong to call me. HAHA.
I so cannot pon school.
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
( ) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 2

Level 5
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
Well, duh.
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 3

Level 6
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 4

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
( ) Taken Pain Killers (Tylenol counts)
( ) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
Really like doing that, though often I stone and not actually see what’s going past. HAHA
( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 5

Level 8
(x) Had A Tea Party
Probably.
I think. Did we joanne?
I think we did.
(x) Flown A Kite
HOME MADE ONES!
Though to tell the truth, I can’t get them up in the air for long, whether home made or store bought ones.
Actually, my homemade ones fly better.
(x) Built A Sand Castle
HAHA
YES!
( ) Gone mudding (offroading)
(x) Played Dress Up
YES,
HAHA
With joanne dearest where we also forced people to dress up
(poor joseph)
And with my brother I think, if you count blankets as dressing up.

SO FAR: 9

Level 9
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
Like being lonely.
So there.
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
Unfortunately.
Imagine the kilobytes of information flying past your head, winging full speed for your eyes and ears and hitting this barrier and falling away.
HAHA
I can picture it already.

SO FAR: 12

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
If only I was a year older and in sa already. HAHA
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 13

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
A lot. Because of someone. Tsk.
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 15

Level 12
( ) Won A Contest
Ego contest?
HAHA
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR:17

Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight
don’t ask.

SO FAR: 19

Level 14
( ) Hated The Way You Look
don't know what that is.
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it notes
YES!
HAHA
Post-its forever!

SO FAR: 21

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
Pulau ubin HAHA.
I was wearing shoes.
It’s not my fault they STAYED in the mud when I pulled my foot out.(x) Been Lost
Not really physically.
But you know.
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World(x) Swam In The Ocean
Looong time ago
(x) Felt Like You Were Dyingduring school.
HAHA
SO FAR: 23

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
CHILDHOOD MEMORIES!
HAHA
And we always lost to jonathan and Joshua cause they were too fast:/
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
Markers!
Bee!
( ) Sang Karaoke
No, but sing yes. HAHA
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
AWESOME((:

SO FAR: 27

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn’t
( ) Made a Prank Phone Call
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
Oh gross.
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 28

Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
I care about everyone!
(x) Blown Bubbles
Of course(:
HAHA
I remember joanne and her hardening bubbles from borders.
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 28Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
( ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 31

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed “Penis” or “Vagina”
( ) Swam With Dolphins..

SO FAR: 32

Level 22
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
HAHA
But for a short while.
( ) Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex’s Clothes
HEY, MY JACKET(S) IS(ARE) A MAN’S (MEN’S) JACKETS.
And I like them.
So go away if you have problems.
Just because someone wears clothes of the opposite gender does not mean that he/she is a trannie or homo.
That’s judging based on appearances.
And clothing.
I mean, what if they were like ivan and just can’t see the colour pink and wears a clothes that look like guys clothes but are pink?
(bad eg, I know. HAHA)
(x) Sat On A Roof Top
Small roof.

SO FAR: 35

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
AWESOME I TELL YOU
I LOVE DOING THAT.
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
The operative word here is ATTEMPTED
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
( ) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about
Not recently.
I get chased off the phone.
HAHA

SO FAR: 37

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
( ) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
I don’t watch scary movies!

SO FAR: 38

Level 25
( ) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 38

Level 26
( ) Played Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You’re Hot By A Complete Stranger
Is a classmate I don’t talk to counted.
HAHA
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 39

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed
HAHA, the siyi disease.

SO FAR: 41

Level 28
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone’s Name
(x) French Braided Someones Hair
Not very successful though.
HAHA
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x) Tried to hurt yourself
I used to give myself bruises
Cause I liked to rub them.
I like the pain.
Man, that looks strange.

SO FAR: 45

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity
NEVER HAD A CAVITY
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
I do try, but I’m too nice and never actually do it anyway.
Though I have ivan and joanne’s baby photos.
HAHA
Babier anyway for joanne
( ) Been Black MailedI’m clean.
AHAHA

SO FAR: 47

Level 31
( ) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
They asked for it.
Give me your finger, I WILL do it.
And then rinse out my mouth.

SO FAR: 50

Level 32
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

TOTAL: 50

lessons are so ...
that they go in one ear and go out the other.
or i sleep.
which is not good.

for some reason, assembly is sleep-inducing:/
which brings up the issue of WHY we have assembly at all.
for chapel i understand, we're a christian school.
anyway i like chapel.
HAHA
and then the assembly talks.
about all kinds of things,
which is kind of good,
except when it's about stuff like
FIRE DRILL STICKERS.
then i kind of get lost.

oh well.

i think i need a break to recover sleep.
i want cell.

and i want to go shopping with my mom.
HAHA
oh well.


joanne!
i agree with you, except that chocolate milk is actually nice.
and i was referring to parents, but still.
DRINK MILK JOANNE.
IT HELPS YOU BUILD STRONG BONES AND GROW TALLER SO YOU DON'T HAVE TO WEAR SUPER HIGH HEELS TO BE TALLER THAN ME!

judith!
HAHA
it was just extra.
ahahaha.
do drop by if you can make it okay!
((:

annabelle, calling people yag is not very nice!
and anyway the opposite of gay is not yag, it's not gay.
HAHA
wait, that came out wierd.
i mean, that IS wierd.

(joshua lok, i hope i'm spelling wierd correctly because i forgot. SORRY)

ivan, this was my response to your tag:
1)i'm sure there are clothing that fits you.
like a skirt?
2)and then i realised that that's not nice, so, i shall just say that yeah, there should be clothes that fit you.
3)then my third thought was
yes, there are clothes... like a sack?
4)and my fourth was
yes--> a mask.

I'M SORRY.
HAHA.

joanne understands me.
HAHA

cny visiting!
4 days and 3 days in lakepoint.
missed hanging out with joseph haha.
AND I LEARNT TO PLAY GMAJ, EMIN, CMAJ AND DMAJ on the guitar.
it's not my fault i can only remember emin.
HAHA

today was ...
HAHA
interesting.
char's house and i have never ever, then joanne's for memories, the tables plus the second floor windows and ribena.
HHAHA

and then parents.
SIGH.

then again, i found my sfc shirt!
YAY!

joshuaaaaa
it's not like an alcoholic ambition okayyy
it's not for meee.

judith!
7th feb!
this is open to whoever sees this actually, if you're 16 years and above and know where i live.

ELO WELLO!
(:
happy cny too!
<3

ivan (gay) ang
fit you well my foot.
nothing fits you well.
tell me, how long did you take to choose that shirt?
more than 2 hours?

happy chinese new year people(:









i'm really in it for the fluff.
darnnnnnn.


judith!
hurry agree k!
HAHA
next next week it's at my place(:

annabelle, I KNEW THAT ALREADY.
polka dotted shirt.
oh goodness.

phoebe, study!
HAHA
i'm serious.
kills the boredom.

oh yes, and today i discovered that i have not lost the hard-won soccer skills learnt playing soccer almost daily with elliot downstairs.
though my bball sucks as always.
HAHA

awesome day!
(((((((:

HAHA
saltshakers cell and lots of random games
99.
and swinging
(HAHA)

and we discussed lengshan and russell's birthday stuff!
yay!
and aaron's too.
even though it's like far away.

now i need to think of stuff for jess and hilary and ivan.

HAHA

oh and we crashed joseph's house.
HAHA
haven't been there in SO LONG!
we needed to recite the 这是一个周末的下午，晴空万里，太阳火辣辣的，天气热得叫人受不了。and
突然，天上乌云密布，闪电过后，一阵阵雷声向起， 不久就下起大雨来了。
雨虽然停了，但是路面还是很滑。
apparently joseph doesn't remember, what rubbish.
HAHA

and the dogs are so cute!
hearts janice, even though janice doesn't heart me://
mimi likes me though.
HAHA

judith, i mean the big saltshakers, so no abigail.
but ivan is correct.

bee,
HAHA
<3.
HAHA.
tsk.

annabelle, love your eloquent opinion on bnw.
i share it.
HAHA


i realised that there are 2 people that i know who have this innate gift to make people at ease.
and it's my honour that i know these two.

mentioning no names!
though i think neither read my blog, but still.


jud mentioned that i've been blogging more often.
that's because of stress.
during holidays and such i have much better things to do, like play.
during exam time, studying... lets not think about that.

i failed my brave new world reading test!
HAHA
AWESOME.

HAHA
there was one question
about something somethng blank and stamp collectors are the backbone of society.
then cause i had NO CLUE
so i typed
coin collectors?
HAHA
i was super amused by myself.

and for almost every "who said this" question or questions referring to people
i put helmholtz watson as the answer, even though i thought that one was actually referring to benito hoover.

HAHA



dear bee,
i'm really proud of you that you had the courage to do what you did.
everyone makes mistakes, and you owned up to it.
i'm really happy for you(:
to tell the truth, i'm not sure i would have done the same thing you did.
but for now, stop beating yourself up about it and study for the retest.
which i'm going to fail.
HAHA.
oh dear.

some crazy people have a fixation on coming to my house.
stupid, crazy people.
TSK.

today was a loooooooooooooooooooooonggggggggggggggggggggggg day.
thank God my dad fetched me.
i came home and slept till 11.30 and now amhere with the intention to go sleep somemore.

CHAR.
MSAs ARE RETARDED ADN USELESS.
I HATE THEM TOO.
://///////
are you going for celllllllllllllllll.
tsk.


and why does everyone think that my ego needs keeping in check?!!
it's an unjustified opinion!
prove that elsa does not deserve the praise she heaps upon herself!

i keep spamming the saltshakers yahoo groups.
HAHA
totally random.

PLUS I PLANNED OUT THEIR BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS!
yay!

*applause for elsa*

hydrology tomorrow and i keep forgetting to get the notes.
DIE.


i feel really guilty about SFC.
truly, i'm so sorry.
but when i think of christian fellowship,
i don't think of you guys.
you're all wonderful people and all,
but i can't can't can't
put you guys above the saltshakers.
i'm so sorry.
when you guys talk about the warmth and fellowship you've found
i think of the saltshakers
when you guys talk about God's blessings,
i don't think of you.
I'M SO SORRY.


OFF TO STUDY://///

most msas down, two to go.

annabelle!
we're all your greatest fans.
HAHA
are you going back to stc for cny?
miss maggie lee!
(get the pun? HAHA)


judith!
YAY!
do you want to come for saltshakers?
we welcome you!

bee, i'm a very nice person okay.
plus you got to destress with your anti-stress medicine, which i did not get yesterday.
HYDROLOGY TO THE MAX!

i forgot to talk about the 456789 tests i haddddd
:///////////////////////
and bee was totally stressing over them
HAHA

lets see.
friday:
econs and geog DRQ backtoback
(kind of half essays laa. cause must write quite abit)

monday:
general paper, literature, literature, literature
(what on earth right)
(that's FOUR bleeding essays. four.
and at least 3 sides each.
it's like wasting my pen ink and wearing out my finger/palm/arm muscles)

tuesday:
literature, again.
another 3 sides of rubbish.

and tomorrow there's LITERATURE AGAIN.
this time it's a quiz.
die.

sighhhhhh.


at least bee got her shaneandoliver dose of anti-stress medicine.
i didn't.
and i waited about an hour for the bleeding bus to come and give me a twenty minute bus ride home.
STUPID BUS, IT SHOULD STOP NEXT TIME.

and i can't climb stairs, or bend down.
08a06 has been transformed intoa class of old people.
and there's pe tomorrow.
oh goodness.

AND my dad was SO NICE.
when i asked for a letter of excuse he told me that he would write a letter THANKING THE SCHOOL FOR MAKING ME FIT.
argh.
school is TORTURE.


aaron:
HAHA
not very successful.
i think you need to threaten to kill someone.
or muay-thai someone.
HAHA
hmm, you can do something to phoebe...
(oops)
or you can go spar with josiah.
or nicole.
HAHA
COOL.
(in both senses of the word)

dear santa, i've been nice this year.
i only threatened people with parangs less than10 times and i didn't threaten to kill them excessively.
plus, you've been late and are no longer christmas santa, but chinese new year santa.
therefore, can i please have all of the below:
1)thief of time by terry pratchett
2)going postal by terry pratchett
3)a wii set and the star wars wii game
4)spore the game!
5)a laptop
6)stuff.
dear santa, i would repremand you for your tardiness and complain to your superior, but i shall forgive you if you get me the items mentioned above.
i expect them delivered by the end of chinese new year.
thank you!
merry christmas and a happy chinese new year!
p.s., santa, i also need qiet time material
(JOANNE LEE, WE'RE SUPPOSED TO GET IT REMEMBERRRR)

okay, that was totally random.
it was because of the hohoho.
I WANT SPOREEEEEEEEEE.
actually i don't know why.
HAHA


judith!
i bet they said that the saltshakers are the best cell ever right.
the most wonderful
and the most bonded, both the cms and the then-secones.
HAHA
how's bigkids?

annabelle:
i KNOW.
but the damn goes so well with gay.
and it fits so well.
to change it would be to change the whole tone and atmosphere.

eloise!
oh no!
how did you find out?
and what happened?!
everyone is your fan dear.
"everyone"
so you can have a new blog!
called
fantalkhere.blogspot.com
OKAY?
please(:
i'm sure annabelle agrees with me(:

i really, really like this poem.
HAHA

Greetings world,
I'm a really 'special' girl.
My name is Elo.
And i think i'm as sweet as marshmellow.
Currently i'm sleeping like a log,
Sleeping for hours, abandoning my blog.
Its hard to keep up with all my 'fan' talk,
School feels like 279 stories up a block.
Yes, I eat like a huge fat pig,
Why say no to some nice cake?
Especially if the cake has strawberries,
Or some chocolate syrup, Yum! I hate cherries.(cherries rhymed)
Today my sister took my ez link pass,
Now i can't make a home trip back to mars..
So i read, and made mars bars.
Its hard to make them in the shape of cars (really...)
Now there's nothing else left to say,
Except that i spammed belle's blog yesterday...
Dear readers, isn't that damn gay? D:

credits to annabelle.
love her way with rhyme and rhythm.
especially the last two lines, but replace damn.

and these
Currently i'm sleeping like a log,
Sleeping for hours, abandoning my blog.
Its hard to keep up with all my 'fan' talk,
really good rhyming here, especially because eloise DOES sleep like a log and DOES abandon her blog AND her tagbox is called fan talk.

GOOD WORK BELL.
WHEN DO I GET A POEM?
HAHA

miss you people!
://///

my poor piehouse.
all split into slices now.


just a thought...
annabelle, does eloise even KNOW that you blogged for her?


bee(:
yesyes, now we must work hard too(:

phoebe!
i AM sweet.
i'm ALWAYS SWEET.


now i have an hour to study 1984.

that's me.
like i said, i rock so much i don't know what to do with myself.

i wonder how leaders meeting went://
I WANTED TO GOOOOOOO.


Geokying!
that was like super long ago la
of course i remember you, how can i forget?
my president and fellow bus-after-choir taker.
miss you people!
we need to meet up okay!
but after alevels.
ARGH.
i hate jc.

HAHA

josh(i wanted-a-computer-game-not-a-hamster josh)
i hope you liked your card.
HAHA
i did it in the library when i was feeling tired of studying
HAHA

OH YES. the delayed post.

in chronological order,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA LUI, YOU OWE ME MONEY!
...
no, that was random.
like lengshan said, without you the saltshakers skit would have been totally different, all the props would be second rate AND WE WOULDN'T HAVE THE SUPER COOL BLOOD SQURTING KNIFE.
extending it to cell, cell would be less fun without you and your wierdness, and poor russell would have to deal with being the only gay in the cell.

oh wait, there's ivan.
well, he'ld have to move up to being a gay.
anyway, aside from being gay.
(oh do you know,
in P.O.G. today, we got sidetracked, and discussed your gay-ness
it's obviously 100%)

anyway, josh, you've been a wonderful addition to the saltshakers cell!
see you in church and in cell, and after you've gotten rid of your hair in army.
HAHA
that would be super fun
HAHAHA
okayokay,


7 "But ask the animals, and they will teach you,
or the birds of the air, and they will tell you;
8 or speak to the earth, and it will teach you,
or let the fish of the sea inform you.
9 Which of all these does not know
that the hand of the LORD has done this?
10 In his hand is the life of every creature
and the breath of all mankind.
11 Does not the ear test words
as the tongue tastes food?
12 Is not wisdom found among the aged?
Does not long life bring understanding?
13 "To God belong wisdom and power;
counsel and understanding are his.

job 12:7-13
as you go around serving in church(with us!) may you grow in wisdom and such.
HAHA



okay, on to phoebe
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHOEBE!
i think i really said it in me message to you already,
use your time wisely and treasure it.
i really pray that you'll find an area to serve the Lord in.
but that's not the point.

as a cell kid you've been a joy to teach, with all the enthu-ness and liveliness.
your connection to the big and small saltshakers really encourages me (:
so keep being lively okay,
keep your bright spirit,
and serve the Lord.

28 Do you not know?
Have you not heard?
The LORD is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He will not grow tired or weary,
and his understanding no one can fathom.
29 He gives strength to the weary
and increases the power of the weak.
30 Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
31 but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

isaiah 40:28-31

It's Time for a Funeral
TGIF Today God Is First Volume 2,
by Os Hillman01-16-2009

I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me (Gal 2:20).

"There's nothing wrong with you that a good funeral won't solve," I said to the woman. "I'll even send you flowers!" She smiled in response. I was speaking figuratively to the woman who was stressing out about an issue in her life.

Her problem was the same problem most of us have - too much of "us" and not enough of Jesus and the cross. Many of the daily problems in life can be solved by coming to an end of ourselves so Jesus can take over. I believe this is what the psalmist meant when he said: "Precious in the sight of the LORD is the death of his saints" (Ps 116:15).

The apostle Paul recognized the need for a funeral too when he penned these words: "What shall we say, then? Shall we go on sinning so that grace may increase? By no means! We died to sin; how can we live in it any longer? Or don't you know that all of us who were baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death? We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life" (Rom 6:1-4).

Whenever we stress over a matter, get angry over a daily circumstance, or seek to have our own way - it is a sign there is still life in the grave. We need to fill it with dirt and smother the life of our flesh so that Christ may live freely, unhindered by the "old" man. Send yourself some flowers today. Have a good funeral.

bee, join me in my funeral?

i deserve a break.
if you're planning to go to a jc, plan to have a terrible time, rushing homework assignments and mugging for tests and running yourself crazy to please teachers and rushing to get consultations and tearing out your hair desperate and feeling like crap because the standard is so different and just basically dying.

jc sucks.

and my g-p article is totally not done.
WHY DOES NO ONE REPLY MY EMAILS.


bee, be happy k.
HAHA
we can be stressed together.

phoebe, specs are not only for geeks.
specs are good.
tsk.

i'm supposed to be studying for MSA and here i am.

DIE.
confirmed die.

1)geog msa
2)econs msa
3)print cell kit (leaders' copy)
4)check for g-p article
all tomorrow.
and more i suspect.

irresponsible teachers
peach me off.
seesh.

rotton, useless, piece of fruit, an apple taht aspires to be a mangosteen or durian.

argh.

making us work to death when it's only the third day.

now my hotmail's okay, yahoo had died.

open house was bleah.

and sfc was strange because they were acting like i've NEVER gone for sfc
"elsa, i'm really glad that you came for sfc today!"
sounds normal, huh, until you realise that they don't tell other people that.
and they say stuff like that to people like desiree.

lengshan!
we don't blame you laaa.
it's just that you kind of started it.
HAHA
it's quite funny though.
you just signed in!

jud
HAHA
it's okay la.
next time, when we do that.

ivan:
my school is on a want-to-do basis.
HAHA
i so rock.
i'm not going to pull an annabelle and do stuff last minute and well.
i think i'll look at the future of my proposal and see how.
HAHA

joanne dearest, i finally understand why i can't stop swearing at you.
seesh.
h3 math.
OH BY THE WAY
i need you to teach me differentiation again.
along with integration.
HAHA

phoebe!
HAHA
jc sucks.

bee, i already bought you the sajc shirt.
tskkkkkkk.

net, you owe me 4 bucks.
or 3 is fine.
whichever.

JULIA (PHYSICALLY -DESIRES PLEASURE- AND TO SOME EXTENT EMOTIONALLY MATURE -DESIRES COMPANIONSHIP-)

PROLE LADY (PHYSICALLY-STRONG, GIVEN BIRTH, FREE PHYSICALLY- AND A FORCE OF NATURE-MOTHERHOOD- ALSO MENTALLY RESILLIENT)

HOWEVER, THEY ARE BOTH INTELLECTUALLY STUNTED.

COMPARE TO KATHERINE, PHYSICALLY OK (PARTY IDEAL) BUT SO PARTY-ORIENTED THAT HER LACK IN INTELLECT HAS AFFECTED THE OTHER ASPECTS OF HER HUMANITY.

SHOWS:
WOMEN ONLY RETAIN SOME ASPECTS OF HUMANITY BUT NOT ALL BECAUSE THE HIGHER-INTELLECTUAL FUNCTIONS ARE RENOUNCED IN FAVOUR OF SURVIVAL. IN THE WORLD OF 1984, IT IS TOO DANGEROUS TO THINK.
HOWEVER, THE ABILITY TO THINK IS THE ASPECT OF HUMANITY THAT DEFINES THE INDIVIDUALITY OF A HUMAN.

FURTHERMORE, TRADITIONALLY THOUGHT TO BE EMOTIONAL CREATURES, WOMEN ARE MORE SUSCEPTIBLE TO THE PARTY'S INFLUENCE AS THE SUBVERSION OF THE RELATIONSHIPS BETWEEN HUMAN BEINGS AFFECTS THEM MORE.

OH NO. STUCK.

JULIA (PHYSICALLY -DESIRES PLEASURE- AND TO SOME EXTENT EMOTIONALLY MATURE -DESIRES COMPANIONSHIP-)

PROLE LADY (PHYSICALLY-STRONG, GIVEN BIRTH, FREE PHYSICALLY- AND A FORCE OF NATURE-MOTHERHOOD- ALSO MENTALLY RESILLIENT)

HOWEVER, THEY ARE BOTH INTELLECTUALLY STUNTED.

COMPARE TO KATHERINE, PHYSICALLY OK (PARTY IDEAL) BUT SO PARTY-ORIENTED THAT HER LACK IN INTELLECT HAS AFFECTED THE OTHER ASPECTS OF HER HUMANITY.

SHOWS:
WOMEN ONLY RETAIN SOME ASPECTS OF HUMANITY BUT NOT ALL BECAUSE THE HIGHER-INTELLECTUAL FUNCTIONS ARE RENOUNCED IN FAVOUR OF SURVIVAL. IN THE WORLD OF 1984, IT IS TOO DANGEROUS TO THINK.
HOWEVER, THE ABILITY TO THINK IS THE ASPECT OF HUMANITY THAT DEFINES THE INDIVIDUALITY OF A HUMAN.

FURTHERMORE, TRADITIONALLY THOUGHT TO BE EMOTIONAL CREATURES, WOMEN ARE MORE SUSCEPTIBLE TO THE PARTY'S INFLUENCE AS THE SUBVERSION OF THE RELATIONSHIPS BETWEEN HUMAN BEINGS AFFECTS THEM MORE.

now how do i put that in my essay?

mrs parsons/winston's mother (powerless due to loss of gender roles)
julia/katherine
prole. and prole.

lit is a !@$#@^#$&@*&$@!!$*%^!*~
subject.

hate 1984 essay.
DIE.
DOWN WITH TOTALITARIAN GOVERNMENTS AND DOWN WITH AUTHORS WHO WISH TO INFORM US OF THE TERRORS OF TOTALITARIAN RULE IN PROSE FORM.

and i'm not too sure if my h3 is even USEFUL.

should i do it?
should i not?

HELP.
should i continue with a h3 subject(lit)?

finished a bit of extra work(:

h3 lit proposal.

thanks to bee for inspiration.

it's quite a halfed-assed effort though, MUST IMPROVE.
andrew hurry call back so i can discuss my topic with you.
IF you can even think anymore.

there is so much squid in elsa's life that any more squid added and elsa will eventually look like a spring.

HAHA
i think only berakah understands what i'm talking about.
AGs forever.


homeverk!

Literature:
Paper 1:
texts
Great ex
chapter analysis and characterization
read alot,
research on dickens.

Othello revision
othello is just strange.

Poetry
Men(6jan)
Digging
The road not taken

Paper 4:
Essay on portrayal of women in 1894 brainstorming
Comparison of chapters 1&2 of 1984 and brave new world

Geog
Human geog
essay project (not up to me now)
individual work?

Physical geog
Hydrology worksheet

Econs:
Nothing.
Thank goodness.
But all I wish for the new year is for a good econs teacher
And joanne dearest, Joshua ang still owes us econs notes.

Math:
Worksheets!
3 schools’ papers
But don’t bother.

NORTON ANTIVIRUS JAMS UP MY COMPUTERRRR





annabelle, phoebe, it's just a way of saying no comment okay?
anyway at this point of time the answer is no.
goodness.

ehh, belle, I LIKE YOUR ADVENTURE BY FIRE.
HAHA

OOPS SORRY IVAN.
i forgot that sec ones read this blog.
okay, change subject.

oh and phoebe, i want to die early
then i won't become old and useless
HAHA

net!
have you finished 1984?
i haven;t.
HAHA
we shall approach ms k with fear in our hearts, apologies in our eyes and trembling in our knees to kowtow and ask for forgiveness.

you know what?
forget it, lets just chiong today.
HAHA

The greatest love that anyone could ever know
That overcame the cross and grave to find my soul
And 'til I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You

With all I am I'll live to see Your kingdom come
And in my heart I pray You'd let Your will be done
And 'til I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You

I will live to love You
I will live to bring You praise
I will live a child in awe of You

You are the voice that calls the universe to be
You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me
And 'til I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in you

You alone are God of all
You alone are worthy Lord
And with all I am my soul will bless Your name




reached home at like 11.50 laaaaaa.
seesh.
and i didn't get to try the make-hamsters-shit-on-demand thing.
real hamsters that is.
though lengshan did quite a good job of that already.

I AM SO SQUID.
seafood buffet.
crab laa, all my sharky work is uncompleted.
dinner.

HAHA
i must be hungry.
but i'm not.



what's with my face and the potatoes please.
it's not my fault my dad took the picture and of course he would focus on my face right.
seesh.
THE POINT WAS THE POTATOES.

belle
HAHA
it's TRUE.
bhang the stripper.


joanne dearest, ivan's hair will protect him from my words.
i mean, it has to get into his ears and block his eardrums right.

ivan, conditioner will not work.
i mean, does it work on joanne?
NO.
so it's not gonna work on you, give up.
as for stripping, i wonder WHO plays strip poker.
HUH.

judith!
yup(:
my mom likes to make.

phoebe, the point of saying that i want to marry at 88 is so that i don't have to marry anyone.
HAHA


oh and josh, remember to read the messages.
HAHA
sorry about your kitchen, blame lengshan.


okay.

You Act Like You Are 22 Years Old

You are a twenty-something at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up. The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.

Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind. You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.

i liked that last bit about weird.

i keep waiting.
and it's stupid.


i need to relink JOANNE DEAREST.
HAHA

joanne dearest, please come for cell on saturday!


i miss alot of people://

BUT MET UP WITH THE NICER HALF OF CLASS(:
all the nice people(Well, most)
in one place!

and some major bullfrog sessions!
(bee, seafood starting with b?)



and i stole this and the second last question fits my mood so.

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: elsa.
Birth date: go find out.
Current status: single, thank God.
Eye colour: Brownnnnnnnnnnn
Hair colour: Brown (but red in the sun HAHA. cool right.)
bangs or fringe? well, this morning i had a fringe, and now i'm not too sure.
Righty or Lefty: right.
Zodiac Sign: no clue.(and technically your birthdate and stuff is NOT on the outside right...)

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE.
Your heritage: intelligence of course. and my God.
Your fears: procrastination. HAHA
Your weaknesses: n.a. HAHA, no, really, distractions.
pizza:thin base, cheese, mushrooms!

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: what time is it...
Your bedtime: anywhere from 10 to 3. HAHA
Your most missed memory: hmm, WATER FIGHTS WITH JOSEPH AGAINST JOANNE AND NOELLA

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: Vhater!
McDonald’s or Burger King: bk! well, not all the time.
Single or group dates: single dates, me and my book(that's singular)
Adidas or Nike: NEW BALANCE! hahaha
Lipton tea or Nestea: lipton!
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate!
Cappuccino or coffee: NONE OF THE ABOVE.

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: no, thank you.
Curse: seafood buffet!! at certain people. lsk for one, and joanne lee for another. HAHA
Take a shower: hmm, long showers are baths. so no.
Have a crush: no, thank goodness.
Think you’ve been in love: same as above.
Go to school: unfortunately, yes:/
Want to get married: not at the moment that's fore sure.
Believe in yourself: sometimes too much, sometimes too little.

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Drank alcohol: NO. never drink.
Gone to the mall: about... once? bbp for lunch...city hall for geog project...
Been on stage: december is last month! RHEMA AND THE SALTSHAKERS SKIT
Eaten sushi: yes. home made sushi. HAHA
Dyed your hair: why dye your hair when your have red hair and (some say) one strand of gold hair?

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER?
Played a stripping game: i'm not ivan.
Changed who you were to fit in: not consciously i think.

LAYER EIGHT
Age you’re hoping to be married: 88?

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye colour: ?
Best hair colour: ?
Short or long hair: ?
huh???

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 minute ago: this retarded thing plus msn.
1 hour ago: bathing, probably.
4.5 hours ago: getting my hair cut. HAHA
1 month ago: PREPARING FOR RHEMA
1 year ago: probably calling sec ones and worrying about teaching. HAHA


LAYER ELEVEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I love: the people i love and the sun sparkling on water
I feel: sad.
I hate: hate's a strong word.
I hide: behind people
I miss: my brother.
I need: to STUDY.

PHOEBEEEEEEE

okay!

it works!

YAY
plus i found my taiwan pictures((:

i'm lazy so here's the last one.

SUN MOON LAKE.

it's so beautiful((:

FINISHED MY 1, 439 WORD ESSAY ON A SERIOUSLY SCREWED UP TOPIC AT 2.17 (okay, a little earlier) IN THE MORNING!
awesome!

thanks to bee for points and inspiration
and nelson for the company!


((:
but i should learn and stop procrastinating.


mugging for As start NOWWWWWWW


well, maybe a little later
or maybe even tomorrow
and the day after...
or maybe even next year.

OH NOEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES.
ELSA IS UTTERLY DEAD.
hahaha
she has points for her lit essay(thanks bee!)
but she cannot bring herself to actually write the darned essay.

AND BEE IF YOU SEE THIS MY MOM SAYS OKAY!
((:
so now i shall message you((:


and because i offered,
also because i REALLY MEAN IT
and because it makes lengshan happy,

I LIKE LENGSHAN'S HAIR
I THINK IT'S NICE.

i shall not accept comments to the contrary.

there.

see?
i keep my word.


i wanted to SAY something but i forgot.
whoops.
sets a pattern huh.

oh dear.

oh and i just remembered that i ponned SFC camp.
OH NO.
haha.
die.
i suspect some people may kill me.



hamster:
i'm tempted to put up some pictures of DEAD BLEEDING hamsters.

and hotmail is totally GONE.
ARGHHH.

judith!
i'm looking forward to see your friends!
(((((((:

joanne lee,
i KNOW what 4 inches is and that was NOT THAT.
you see, my finger span when it is in the hand sign for six is seven inches.
THOSE HEELS WERE BARELY LESS THAN MY FINGER SPAN.
and of COURSE you would want to be taller than me.
it's your way of being taller than me so that you wouldn't be jealous anymore you see.
it doesn't work of course, because NATURAL HEIGHT IS BETTER.
ha.
i tell you what.
one day i will wear my black prom heels and you wear your that super high heels and we'll see who's taller okay?
AWESOME.

nelson:
HAHA
okay, the i'll leave that there.
HAHA
your own special category(:






AH HA!
I JUST GOT A NEW TOY!
A SPEAKER SYSTEM!
HAHA
(((((((((:
with a very nice subwoofer.
bee, be jealous!!((:
HAHA
random, i know.

here i am
take me
as an offering
here i am
giving
every heartbeat
for your glory
take me.

joanne i hope you read this.
after i saw your heels i went home and had a nap.

and THEN i had a dream about high heels and the extreme strain on the ankles.
the cumulative explosive strain.
okay, it wasn't that bad.
but heels did feature in it.
as well as, mostly, how impossible it was to walk in them, much climb stairs in them.
'nuff said.

seriously, her heels are, like, 6 inches?
seesh, is she jealous of my height?


OKAY, GOOD NEWS FOR SALTSHAKERS
my mom says that if my brother clears the dining table of all his rubbish
when it's my turn for the cell to come to my place
my mom will allow us to use my place
PLUS
my mom will also cook food.
HAHA
AWESOME(:

*goes to write another email to the saltshakers*

#@!% my hotmail isn't working!!
argh.

okay, yahoo to the rescue!



annabelle!
you can't go back on your word!
what would ivan say!
TSK.

abigail!
why cannot what arh.
i forgot.
HAHA
and the CMs don't eat slowly okay.
it was charlene.


bee!
HAHA
it's from hil's blog LONG AGO.
like LONG LONG ago.

hamster:
light bulb yes.
it's our sibling!
and it's true.
go ask the ex sec one kids.

look carefully.
it says
Dreamy Idealists prefer to motivate others with their amicable and enthusiastic nature.
that's ME.
and what did i want to come after you with a parang for anyway.
because you bullied phoebe right.
it's the wrong character trait.
that;s
Once their enthusiasm for an issue or person is aroused, they can become tireless fighters.
see?
not paying attention.


NET!
haha
i really really want to get the earing things.
BUT my mom would seriously kill me.

judith!
thanks(:
AHA
i changed my blogskin cause you changed yours.
HHAHA
andandand
bring your friends to grace okay?
i want to see them too!

rahman!
HAHA
i know(:
melancholic sanguines(:
or was it the other test that we took that was the same?
i owe you an email, i'll send it straight away when hotmail recovers!






here i am to worship
here i am to bow down
here i am to say that you're my God

you're altogether lovely
altogether worthy
altogether wonderful to me




COLOUR OF MAGIC'S TAKING SUPER LONG TO LOAD:/
i want to watch hogfather again(((:

it's tomorrow.

I'M SCARED.

://////

so to take my mind off all this.
the ipersonic test expanded results that i didn't post the last time!




Dreamy Idealists are very cautious and therefore often appear shy and reserved to others.
They share their rich emotional life and their passionate convictions with very few people.
But one would be very much mistaken to judge them to be cool and reserved.
They have a pronounced inner system of values and clear, honourable principles for which they are willing to sacrifice a great deal.
Joan of Arc or Sir Galahad would have been good examples of this personality type.
Dreamy Idealists are always at great pains to improve the world. They can be very considerate towards others and do a lot to support them and stand up for them.
They are interested in their fellow beings, attentive and generous towards them.
Once their enthusiasm for an issue or person is aroused, they can become tireless fighters.
For Dreamy Idealists, practical things are not really so important.
They only busy themselves with mundane everyday demands when absolutely necessary.
They tend to live according to the motto “the genius controls the chaos” - which is normally the case so that they often have a very successful academic career.
They are less interested in details; they prefer to look at something as a whole.
This means that they still have a good overview even when things start to become hectic. However, as a result, it can occasionally happen that Dreamy Idealists overlook something important.
As they are very peace-loving, they tend not to openly show their dissatisfaction or annoyance but to bottle it up.
Assertiveness is not one of their strong points; they hate conflicts and competition.
Dreamy Idealists prefer to motivate others with their amicable and enthusiastic nature. Whoever has them as superior will never have to complain about not being given enough praise.


As at work, Dreamy Idealists are helpful and loyal friends and partners, persons of integrity. Obligations are absolutely sacred to them.
The feelings of others are important to them and they love making other people happy.
They are satisfied with just a small circle of friends; their need for social contact is not very marked as they also need a lot of time to themselves.
Superfluous small talk is not their thing.
If one wishes to be friends with them or have a relationship with them, one would have to share their world of thought and be willing to participate in profound discussions.
If you manage that you will be rewarded with an exceptionally intensive, rich partnership.
Due to their high demands on themselves and others, this personality type tends however to sometimes overload the relationship with romantic and idealistic ideas to such an extent that the partner feels overtaxed or inferior.
Dreamy Idealists do not fall in love head over heels but when they do fall in love they want this to be a great, eternal love.


introverted, theoretical, emotional, spontaneous, idealistic, dreamy, effusive, pleasant, reserved, friendly, passionate, loyal, perfectionist, helpful, creative, composed, curious, obstinate, with integrity, willing to make sacrifices, romantic, cautious, shy, peace-loving, vulnerable, sensitive, communicative, imaginative


i am so perfect.
HAHA

i just realised hilary tagged me to do this.
so.

1) Thing you regret:
Not sure really. Not a lot anyway.
But definitely the ending of the year):
And no more saltshakers cell:///////
When my Fridays are early too.

2) stuff you wan to do before you die:PLAN MY FUNERAL!
I’m almost finished!
I have the songs(stuff in my handphone), the décor(dark blue, silver, gold and black balloons! With messages inside!), the service (saltshakers skit!!), the picture (char’s Christmas present!). I’m not sure what I missed out.
Oh the place.
I donno. G1 or 2 would be nice.
But highly unlikely.

3) Choices:money or life?Life. Money is meaningless!
HAHAgirl or boii:umm, specifically?
HAHA
Josh and Russell and ivan would have a hard time answering this question.

4) People you tell almost anything to:hmm.
For some reason, bee(:
Be honoured.
That’s about it.

5) Favourite things:
books((((:
And stuff that I can read
Including food labels.
HAHA
(*winks at someone*)

6) Things you have done todae:
Woke up. Read nation, ate breakfast played some of tifa’s theme computer, started hw.
If you consider 12am, saw Jolene, shook hands with Judith, saw a lot of people, mostly saltshakers big and small and went home to sleep.
HAHA

7) Things you're wearing:clothing.
Obviously.

8) Have you ever:

-date your bestfriends?
umm, they were all girls and I’m not les.
But I have gone out with dear and told her it’s a date so maybe.

- been arrested?um no?- skinny dipped?
no.

- been on limo?
unfortunately not:/

- cheated?
unfortunately yes.

- been in love?
um, no?

- been in a car accident?
no

.- broken a bone?
no.

9) Last:

- beverage:
umm, is porridge water counted?

- car ride:
Home from G2!

- movie seen:
oh goodness.
Yes man.
Yesterday.
HAHA

- phone call:
my dad.
I called to ask him where he was.

- time you cried:
not sure,
Probably during Rhema.
yeah, i'm quite certain about that.

- thing you ate:
porridge and veg and egg.

- bad thing you did:
What’s considered bad?

10) First:

- best friend:
some malay girl I don’t remember the name of.
If that doesn’t count, joanne.
(goodness!)

-pet:
probably some turtle or fish or something.

- piercing:
ears.


- crush:
no comment.

- CD:
I really don’t know.
Probably casting crowns.
Ditto for the second CD.
HAHA

- car:
Not yet!
Soon though!
(I hope)

- stuffed toy:
I have no clue.
But the one I loved the most and for the longest period of time would be this 15 inch + stuffed kangaroo with a tiny one in the pouch.

11) 5ppl tagged to do this quiz:
anyone who actually wants to.
Though for the sake of things…
Annette and berakah HAVE to do this.
Since hilary originally tagged you guys anyway.

hamster
i don't think my english is THAT bad
it has gotten worse though.
HAHA
imagine if i came back and started speaking in a mix of english and hokkien.
which is what they speak there.

and chocolate milk is better!
more energy per carton=more worth it!
but i guess you'll love to get either right.
HAHA
but i like your com.
so keep that.
get an iphone and join the joanne and bhang club.

phoebe!
tell me about the cell outing k.
HAHA
who went?
aww, next time i'll try to bring you.
*picture for you*


judith!
i did!
and it was fun.
HAHA
playing poker with like,
cards and using the business cards for money.
HAHA

charlene!!
well, he should right.
i mean, like, um.
you know.
HAHA
but he should do our lit poem before he forgets everything.
and it wasn't ME.
it was YOU.
and gossip girl.
HAHA
however that helped.
AND JOEL TAY.
HAHAHAHA
and i added you.
yes it's not locked.
i have no clue about my impression of it being locked.
HAHA

bee!
HAHA
you do you know.
hmm.
if you don't study great ex and othello ms k will come after you?
and i'll beat you?
and if your math rots i'll be better than you!

JESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha!!
we miss you alot alot too!

tea day was really really special for me too!
and now you've given it a name.
HAHA
we've missed you so much!
happy new year to you!

AND
DID YOU READ MY EMAIL!
ABOUT CELL NEXT YEAR!!
can you join us?!!



HOTDOGS
josh reminded me.
HAHA
opening the darned boxes.
seriously, they should design better plastic boxes.
and josh did something to himself when he was opening boxes right.
HAHA


love everyone!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
the first person i saw was jolene
the first hand i shook was judith's
and the last person i was exasperated with was lengshan.



i suspect i sound quite soppy now.
HAHA
darn.
(lengshan has influenced me! oh no! or... oh... yes?)

STC Clique/Piehouse
■ANNABELLEliang
■ ELOISElie
■JUDITHlee
■RACHELtan

STC choir
■ahbung ying-Geok ying
■kakak kitkat-Kathlyn
■NENEK-Janet

08A07
■Desiree
■Vanessa
■Rahman
■Samuel
■Joshua (lok)
■Benedict
■Elise
■Leena
■Denise

08A06<3
■BEE (bzzt-sting)
■NET (the black)

Small Saltshakers
■ Abigail!
■Phoebe!
■ Victoria!

Saltshakers
■ Aaron
■ Charlene
■ Joshua (lui)
■ Joanne

um. nelson, suggest a title.
■ Nelson