so many memories of SFC camp,
so much laughter.
HAHA.
and now pris tan will remember me as pretty(:
HAHAHA.

rahman:
maybe joshua likes your gay poem cause...
HAHA.

joshua:
it's nice okay.
so stop it.
i know you secretly love the poem cause it expresses your INNERMOST FEELINGS.

joanne:
now you do.
and you have the world's worst wife(:
(but best girlfriend)

tireddd.

think there's something about chinese and sleeping.
read the passage and started reading things that were not there.
HAHA,
all that.

need to do cl laa
on't want to.


so many mass convos
so many convos
really confusing.

and desiree thinks that my gf is joanne.
let me get this clear.

SIYI is my girlfriend.
JOANNE is my girlfriend's husband.
BEE is my eyecandy.
ISAAC is my eyecandy's eyecandy.
HHAHAHAHA

wierd but whatever.

TIRED.


SIYI:
the gay poem is a love poem rahman wrote with joshua in mind.
HAHA
it's quite nice.
but i still like teh blackbird one more.
(:

JUDITH:
of course i'll be sad):
then i'll get angry and kill you.

joshua:
i'll get rahman to like, blog it or something
ON THE SCHOOL BLOG
HAHA.

still seriously disturbed by strawberry fields forever.
it was a nice song
but now the graphics are stuck in my head.

it results in this:

Each heart split into half, revealing all the inner secrets, all the hurt. Blood running down in sticky rivulets, staining the canvas of our lives. Corrupting the purity and innocence that we had. Subverting it, changing it to something different, laced with the essence of hate. At the core, bitter arsenic, baring all the pain, the anger, the hurt, the bitterness.

the paragraph is quite nice, even if i say so.


i liked the start(:
and i liked rahman's gay poem.
but i did like the other blackbird one more.
i think it was a blackbird anyway.

and asyraf.
SEESH.
he makes me jealous.
HAHA.

ehh, strange.

how come suddenly everyone misses me?!
wierd.

but yes, iAWAKE.
and i know uJEALOUS.
not only am iENERGETIC,
ialsoHAPPY.


and i didn't sleep for super long like SOME people.
i RAN AROUND fetching CRYSTAL
then WALKED to bpp plaza then WALKED to leena's
and played cards (and lost)
and WALKED home.

then i bathed
and slept.
for FOUR HOURS.
then i went BACK past SAJC
to my grandma's place
and ate and SLEPT
then homed and i SLEPT on the hard marble floor
when mymom woke me up
i turned over and continued SLEEPING
so that was about 9/10 i guess
slept till seven am.
so assuming it was 9
10 hours.

churched and MRTed for stupid food,
MY FEELINGS GOT CHEATED.
then homed and... slept for an hour?


was in a super bad mood for piano,
i HATE drills.
and i HATE scales.
and i actually liked the piece but it was so cheerful(CONTRAST)
that i really really wanted to burn the stupid paper.

but all in all,
not too much sleep debt.
though i'm considering not handong in lit AGAIN
which is not good.

eye em sew tyred.

you can kinda tell(:


racheltan!
you're NOT obese!!
):
andandand,
I STILL MISS YOU):
hahaha.
and some people would say fair is nice.
and your kind of fair IS nice.


BUT I CAN BE ENERGETIC!!
YAY!
MORNING RUNS AND (cmi) BASKETBALL!

AWESOME!


what the thing really showed me is how much i can push myself;
how far i can go.

thank you siyi(:
inspiration was random.
HAHA

to tell the truth, i had no idea what i was writing.
seriously laa.
i think i was just randoming.
i liked the start, the ending was so-so, but the middle...
HAHA.

i did like the hearts part(:


and
thank you to rahman
for editing and helping me writ ethe whole thing in general
and outting up with the energetic mood thing and attempting to play basketball with me.
HAHAHA
we CMI(:

and all the people who came(:
who like, *****, and didn't do anything(:
and generally made the thing fun.


and i need to write about assembly programme.

it was really interesting, teaching us about POETRY by wild rice(:
the THREE "R"s
reduce, reuse and recycle?
NO!
REASON, RHYME AND RHYTHM!
by incoporating music and humour into the programme, i dare say they captured the attention of all in the CC.
what was expecially interesting was the interactive its mixed into the programme to allow us to create our poem.

entitled anthony lee is cute (or something like that)
the REASON was provided by "lucky draw" from some written by students.
the first few were respect and admiration for teachers, then we struck gold with
"i like anthony lee because he is cute"

they also got us to provide us with RHYMES for "cute".
which resulted in words like "newt"(mr derick tan), mute, nude, puke(anthony lee himself), shoot etc.

then addition of RHYTHM.

(add poem here/video)

all in all, an entertaining and refreshing change from the assembly programmes we have had so far.




(and berakah you're STRANGE. you saw me on tuesday, wednsday and friday. why would you miss me?!!)

ANNETTE:



THANKS ALOT.



BUT I'M QUITE SURE I'M NEITHER INDIAN NOR A MAN.











need to write the scene two days ago







stage: siyi, and props (SORRY KIT)



joshua, elsa enter, stage left



cheryl exists stage left



Joshu and elsa sit at a table, and talk to siyi.
Siyi exits stage right.

After a while, Rahman enters stage left.
Rahman fiddles with elsa’s phone.

Rahman: WTH, I didn’t know elsa camwhores!
Joshua laughs
Elsa: NO! cause I had no pictures and the wallpaper was sad and empty…
Rahman: but you must have taken pictures already so-
Elsa: but I’m so pretty!

*silence*







super funny laa, the silence was DEFEANING.



HAHA.















and cause i promised.





being in a girls' school has accustomed me to lots of physical contact from other girls. and i kinda feel wierd doing that in JC.


but the point is, i want to hug someone.


I WANT TO HUG RACHELTAN(:


i love hugging racheltan(:


she's all nice and huggable(:


she's my fav. to hug!


HAHAHA


she's taller than me so it's easy to hug,


(elo's too short, i like, hug her head)


and she's muscular so it's nice,


(annabelle's too thin, it's like hugging a bag of bones-like me i know, but that's not the point)


and SHE WANTS ME TO HUG HER(:


(judith doesn't)





so i <3>















































(i still have the photos from the camwhoring in town. HAHA. remember? boss of swisshotel (: )

tired!
but i slept!
so now i have to do work!
yay!
not.



random.

and now i need to zzz.

SA, team spirit.

things to do
1)geog(tomorrow)
2) lit
3) GP
4) bloggers


damn no time

and the bus bloody hates me.

as i told annabelle,
i hate working.
and if i continue doing bloody PW i swear i'll turn emo again.

siyi:
HAHA. SEE WHAT A REACTION! must be true right...
i'll tell ___ all about it(:
HAHA.
as well as everyone else i know from his class and basically everyone i know and everyone YOU know((:
AWESOME!

joshua:
you.
...

and if you're spongebob be glad you;'re not elmo cause rahman's elmo.
HAHA.
bad luck man

poor berakah.
thank goodness i'm NEITHER.
(i realised elmo's quite common)

yvonne and judith sent me this random email

Everyone has a personality of a cartoon character. Have you ever asked yourself what cartoon character do you most resemble?

A group of investigators got together and analyzed the personalities of well known and modern cartoon characters. The information that was gathered was made into this test.

Answer all the questions (only 10) with what describes you best, add up all your Points (which are next to the answer that you choose) at the end and look for your results.

Do not cheat by looking at the end of the e-mail before you are done .Then

1. Which one of the following describes the perfect date?
a) Candlelight dinner (4 pts.)
b) Fun/Theme Park (2 pts.)
c) Painting in the park (5 pts)
d) Rock concert (1 pt.)
e) Going to the movies (3 pts.)

2. What is your favorite type of music?
a) Rock and Roll (2 pts.)
b) Alternative (1 pt.)
c) Soft Rock (4 pts.)
d) Country (5 pts.)
e) Pop (3 pts.)

3. What type of movies do you prefer?
a) Comedy (2 pts.)
b) Horror (1 pt.)
c) Musical (3 pts.)
d) Romance (4 pts.)
e) Documentary (5 pts.)

4. Which one of these occupations would you choose if you only could choose one of these?
a) Waiter (4 pts.)
b) Professional Sports Player (5 pts.)
c) Teacher (3 pts.) d) Police (2 pts.)
e) Cashier (1 pt)

5 What do you do with your spare time?
a) Exercise (5 pts.)
b) Read (4 pts.)
c) Watch television (2 pts.)
d) Listen to music (1 pt.)
e) Sleep (3 pts.)

6. Which one of the following colors do you like best?
a) Yellow (1 pt.)
b) White (5 pts.)
c) Sky Blue (3 pts.)
d) Dark Blue (2 pts.)
e) Red (4 pts.)

7. What do you prefer to eat?
a) Snow (3 pts.)
b) Pizza (2 pts.)
c) Sushi (1 pt.)
d) Pasta (4 pts.)
e) Salad (5 pts.)

8. What is your favorite holiday ?
a) Halloween (1 pt.)
b) Christmas (3 pts.)
c) New Year (2 pts.)
d) Valentine's Day (4 pts.)
e) Thanksgiving (5 pts.)

9. If you could go to one of these places which one would it be?
a) Paris (4 pts)
b) Spain(5 pts)
c) Las Vegas(1 pt)
d) Hawaii(4 pts)
e) Hollywood (3 pts)

10. With which of the following would you prefer to spend time with?
a) Someone Smart (5 pts.)
b) Someone attractive (2 pts.)
c) Someone who likes to Party (1 pt.)
d) Someone who always has fun (3 pts.)
e) Someone very sentimental (4 pts.)

Now add up your points and find out the answer you have been waiting for! Put your character in the subject line and forward to your friends and back to the person that sent this to you.
Very interesting to see 'who' your friends are!

(10-16 points)
You are Garfield:
You are very comfortable, easy going, and you definitely know how to have fun but sometimes you take it to an extreme. You always know what you are doing and you are always in control of your life. Others may not see things as you do, but that doesn't mean that you always have to do what is right. Try to remember, your happy spirit may hurt you or others.

(17-23 points)
You are Snoopy:
You are fun; you are very cool and popular. You always know what's in and you ' re never out of style, y you are good at knowing how to satisfy everyone else. You have probably disappeared for a few days more than once but you always come home with the family values that you learned Being married and having children are important to you, but only after you have had your share of fun times

(24-28 points)
You are Elmo:
You have lots of friends and you are also popular, always willing to give advice and help out a person in need. You are very optimistic and you always see the bright side of things. Some good advice: try not to be too much of a dreamer. Dreaming too big could cause many conflicts in your life.

(29-35 points)
You are Sponge Bob Square Pants:
You are the classic person that everyone loves. You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never wants to lose. You never cause harm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings. Life is a journey, it' s funny and calm for the most part. Stay away from traitors and jealous people and you will be stress free.

(36-43 points)
You are Charlie Brown:
You are tender, you fall in love quickly but you are also very serious about all relationships. You are a family person. You call your Mom every Sunday. You have many friends and may occasionally forget a few Birthdays. Don't let your passion confuse you with reality.

(44-50 points )
You are Dexter:
You are smart and definitely a thinker... Every situation is fronted with a plan. You have a brilliant mind. You demonstrate very strong family principles. You maintain a stable routine but never ignore a bad situation when it comes. Try to do less over thinking every once in a while to spice things up a bit with spontaneity!




suffice to say i started laughing when i read the last question.
(people i spend time with be flattered)
put me in a good mood(:
but now i have to do GPP.


JOSHUA WHERE'S THE RUGBY POST?!!!




ANDANDAND!!
I WENT TO THE LIBRARY YESTERDAY!!!
ANDANDANDAND!!!!
I FOUND MAKING MONEY!!!!!!
!!!!!!!
I ALMOST STARTED SCREAMING IN THE LIBRARY!!!!!!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!
I'M SERIOUSLY HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!
but my mom hid the books i borrowed):
because i stayed up till 2 plus reading last night(:



oh and siyi what i ment was,
do you allow me to tell THEM what YOU told me on MSN.
that you wouldn't mind ____________
HAHAHA.
i think it's seriously funny.
but anyway.
CAN I? PLEASE?
PLEASE?
IT'S SUPERSUPERSUPER FUNNY!!!!

seriously tired.
but going home today was good(:

i need to get re-connected with myself and today was the day(:
when i stop thinking with my heart and thinking with my head
when my more intellectual(relatively anyway) side comes out from hibernation to save itself from excessive stress.

sitting in the cool bus/walking in the bright sun
listening to my nice christian music
it was like i was in a world of my own
isolated in a bubble of tranquility
and unaffected by what was happening all around

i miss me.
haven't been listening to by head recently,
much less using it.
acting on impulse and doing things on impulse
makes life wierd.

not that i ever actually did that
but well.

it makes life easier actually.

tired!

but happy!

because!

i met my deadlines!

i knew i should totally have like, done stuff earlier.

but procrastination.





and i do this(again)

THANK YOU

RAHMAN

for waiting at the bus stop with me AGAIN

while the bus takes super long to come.

thank you for sacrificing library time to wait with me(:

and entertain me

and basically make that 47 minutes less boring.

THANK YOU(:





and the bus improved.

TEN MINUTES NOW, less than FIFTY seven minutes.







now lit(:

and i <3>

SIYI DON'T LEAVE ME!!
YOU'RE IN DANGER OF BEING SEDUCED... by SAMUEL STEPHENS.



Rahman- says:
H.O.T B.A.B.E F.B.E (pronounced phoebe)
ℓ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥υ ღ inverted [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̅٦̅] says:
o.0
i see...
i think
AHAHAHA
ASK SAMUEL WHY HE'S TRYING TO SEDUCE MY GIRLFRIEND BY CALLING HER NAMES
Rahman- says:
oh easy
because her GI very low
ℓ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥υ ღ inverted [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̅٦̅] says:
oh generation of ideas
Rahman- says:
and her A&E low ME
ℓ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥υ ღ inverted [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̅٦̅] says:
SO?
IT DOES NOT GIVE HIM AN EXCUSE TO TRY TO SEDUCE HER
I GET JEALOUS
Rahman- says:
butbutbut
samuel's being a MENTOR
ℓ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥υ ღ inverted [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̅٦̅] says:
SO
HE'S A DIRTY OLD MAN
SHE'S A SWEET YOUNG THING(puke)
tell samuel to STAY AWAY FROM MY GIRLFRIEND OR I'LL BASH HIS HEAD IN
ARGH
WHY IS HE STEALING MY GIRLFRIEND
MY
MY
GIRLFRIEND
IS MINE
Rahman- says:
gollum?
you forgot the gollum
ℓ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥υ ღ inverted [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̅٦̅] says:
TELL HIM TO STAY FARFARFAR FROM MY GIRLFRIEND OKAY
MINE
*HISSSS*
(it became ...-_-"... later. HAHA)

sorry, random.
but basically, the point is, rahman and i talk crap on MSN
HAHA.


i <3 annette(:
she's SWEET(:
yay(:

she's going for the writing thing!
(:

SUPER COOL!
((:

HAHA
some girl please join with me...................

today i messaged both of the andreas in my contact list.
so they now both owe me something.
(although it's more of I owe THEM something...)



waititng for emails is irritating business.



i need to PULL UP MY SOCKS
ALL MY RESULTS ARE SUCKY.
like, i fail everything
(well, not lit, but i consider that a fail)
i need to start STUDYING.
arghh.



so i wrote a lousy poem called wake-up call.
(please help to fill in the blanks)
() brackets mean change the words. i need them(some anyway) to rhyme.
__ means i need a word. that rhymes please. at teh only place i need the word.



coasting along, sailing (smoothly),
all's well, all's (fine).
a dream of comfort,
a dream of _____

brr-tz. brr-tz.
interruption. (breaking)
the stillness.
breaking the peace.
Ignored.

calm waters, peaceful (sky),
the perfect place to (die).
conscience pricks
maybe... Brr-inz
Ignored.

grass plains, sugar grains,
sunlight and sweetness BRR-tz
(gains). BRR-TINZ.
Ignored.
BRR-INZ. BRR-

ING. jolted out of my
dream.
wake-up call.


joshua:
you won't die FOR me, you'll die BECAUSE of me.
and why are you happy that rahman will hug you?!




-_-"
super tired these few days.
if i've insulted you or said something stupid these few days, SORRY.
i wasn't thinking.
i was tired, but that's no excuse.
please accept my applogies.
unless you're hilary that is.
all insults are intentional.
(well, maybe not all)

rahman:
WAIT A SECOND.
90% for religious. that's like, higher than me.
woah.
HAHA.






argh
i seriously should be studying not doing random things!!

but found out that SOMEONE has a blog (that is seriously amusing laa)
the way the person insults and shows disdain is just...
hilarious.
HAHA.
thanks to berakah(:

rahman:
i don't think we'll get the same results. ESPECIALLY not for the religious part.
HAHA.
but peter pan complex...HAHA.

joshua:
tskk go read SLOWLY.
but yeah. they raised the chimness of my tagboard(:
it'll grow smarter.

benedict:
true(:
but then, there are aethists here.
we believe, but they don't.
then again, God chooses to act when he chooses to act. and he answers in ways taht may be different from what we want.

berakah:
HELLO!





SAJC OWNS ACJC(:
was thinking that today all the way home.
HAHA.
and joanne says they gave chance HA NO WAY.
AC PLAYS DIRTY.
suckers.


and i wanted to blog about soemthing that makes sense
but i can't.
too bad.

in reply to that wierd argument going on on the tagboard.

i believe that God created me to have these problems so that i can grow stronger(:
AND because he's a good God, he created my friends to help me through these times(:


*this has been deleted to preserve the reputation oif the school -_-" (and shafiq)

i will keep the YMCA one for more blackmail material.

HAHAHA.

once a IN SAINE(T)

always a IN SAINE(T)

MIA these few days cause i've been sleeping early(:
anyway, thanks are due.

THANK YOU *whichever name first*
JOSHUA
and
RAHMAN
(in alphebetical order)

for waiting at the bus stop for me for damn long.
and since joshua insists.
JOSHUA
er. THANK YOU LAA.

RAHMAN
errrr. THANK YOU?


see? individual thinks(:
but honestly(:
thank you(:



thurs was total WASTE
haha. kap was super crowded.
and i did a total of like, 3 math questions.
HAHA.
no wonder i couldn;t do the math paper.
but then, homed(:
and leena and rahman came and sat downstairs.
(I KNEW IT RAHMAN YOU'RE A GIRL IN DISGUISE(: )
and then leena came and played squash with me
now i KNOW my squash sucks.
(i think she's better than me!!!!!)
UNFAIR.
darn it.
now i have to find a new sport to play.


but my mom was damn funny when they found out that we were sending rahman to the bus stop.
me: i'm going to the bus stop
mother: why?
me: my friend
mother: who?
me: errrrrrrrrr
mother: yes?
me: er.... rahman
mother: WHAT?! OKAY DADDY FETCH THEM TO THE BUS STOP (to TALK to him-_-")
father: yeah, the walk's really long...



be honoured, you're the first guy (girl) that's gotten that close to seeing my parents.
other than my childhood friends of course...


todat lta was lame.
but go(:
DAMN FUN.

and i can totally blackmail shaufiq((:

STC Clique/Piehouse
■ANNABELLEliang
■ ELOISElie
■JUDITHlee
■RACHELtan

STC choir
■ahbung ying-Geok ying
■kakak kitkat-Kathlyn
■NENEK-Janet

08A07
■Desiree
■Vanessa
■Rahman
■Samuel
■Joshua (lok)
■Benedict
■Elise
■Leena
■Denise

08A06<3
■BEE (bzzt-sting)
■NET (the black)

Small Saltshakers
■ Abigail!
■Phoebe!
■ Victoria!

Saltshakers
■ Aaron
■ Charlene
■ Joshua (lui)
■ Joanne

um. nelson, suggest a title.
■ Nelson