this is MIND BOGGLING.
there's NO WAYYYYYY.
i can't find pictures darn.

i've decided to fast for 40 days from computer except hw so this will be the last post till 3rd april.
i'll write it somewhere though so i can post it later.

i'll stand
with arms high and heart abandoned



i must pesevere!
and God will be with me all the way.

i'm so tired i don;t know why i bother.

i realised
that i thrown out of class for nothing
because i did actually bring my work.
oh well.

i enjoyed the solitude.
plus, my phone rang halfway into lesson
and thank God i was outside or i would be phoneless.

HAHA
God works in mysterious ways.

plus, i need to meet k for skirt check.
oh well, i got a new skirt.

SIGH.
annabelle's coming tomorrow!

bee!
gp was FINE.
it was lit that killed us.
HAHA

benedict!
haha
thank You for taking me for the interview!
'cause i do feel that i wouldn't have been able to share as openly with people i didn't know.
but it's really what i feel about life con(:

judith!
HAHA
i know(:
i'm so sweet right!
but i do miss you people.

joanne
WHAT. it's true.
you're just jealous that you'll beve to be doublecooked cause you're not tender.
and if i owe you a treat for being used as an icebreaker everytime,
i'll probably owe you a whole shop.
so NO.
hahahaha.

joshua lui!
wanna com eup with recepies?
HAHA
hmm, lengshan can be sanbeiji.
and russell can be charred to a piece of black thing.
hurmph.


oh and life con has psyched me up so much
until when i got thrown out of class
my first reaction was this:
jeremy's going to KILL me if he finds out!

but i feel as if we're treating punishments from her as badges of honour or symbols of bravery.

lengshan!
what do you think?
it's a TALENT.
seriously.
ahahahaha.

kylene.
i know.
*sadded*
HAHA
how could you tskkkk.
and kill the church website, no lesson.

aaron, it'll be interesting to cook everyone in the saltshakers right.
joanne will have to be doubleboiled cause she'll be too stringy to eat otherwise
i think char can be cooked medium rare
ivan can be skinned and his skin deepfried
cause he has no meat anyway
lengshan...
don't want to think about it.

oh goodness, i've turned into a cannibal.
HAHA


crappy pianoooo.
i wanna stop.
but i can't.
i don't want to take examssssssssssssssssssssssssss
seesh.
plus!
i have not dne my homework!

Thank God for elo.

Elo possesses unbelievable wisdom and maturity
Thank you elo for listening to me
Thank you for your advice
Thank you for encouraging me(:

happy valentine's day people!

the soup at mad jacks rocks(:
and their pepper fries.

and i finally got march/april qt!
(:
YAY.
i found the christian bookshop.
I HAVE NO MONEYYYYYYYY
ARGH.
savesavesave.

met ona after millions of years
she hasn't really changed.
but definitely, i missed the lot of them.
annabelle's liveliness and lackadasical attitude
elo's strangeness and lameness
judith's constantness and her enthusissm for the things she loves
wei's blurness
yvonne's hardworkingnessHAHA
racheltan's ... there ness. haha complaining about fats and skin and such.
ona's ditziness
they really made stc memorable, esp with complaining about starfish

at least i have bee and net and 'lary now.
(:

you know, i really dislike the 20 names kind of question, cause i don't know who to put first.

Name 20 ppl.
1. Siyi
2. Berakah
3. Annette
4. Hilary
5. Joanne Dearest
6. Lengshan
7. Charlene
8. Jessica
9. Joshua (lui)
10. Ivan
11. Aaron
12. Russell
13. Kit
14. Judith
15. Eloise
16. Annabelle
17. Rachel Tan
18 Wei Wen
19. Vanessa
20. Joshua (lok)

i can't start.
cause ...
who will be numer one?
i guess for the sake of the title.
sigh.

no particular order to the title except that russell and kit will be forever connected in my mind.

How did you meet #4?
Hilary!
class.
but mostly knew her only in life concert(:
and then worked from there(:
shorty.

What would you do if you never met #1?
Siyi
i wouldn't be such a patient person.
HAHA
kidding.
but seriously, i think she really taught me the meaning of dedication
and energy.
i would seriously be one SAD life-less person if i didn't meet her.
and my sense of humor less developed
and i wouldn't be able to explain jokes to lengshan.

What if #9 and #20 date?
Joshuas lui and lok.
hmm, for one they're not gay.
or are they?
HAHA
and they have the same names
and they have this obsession with hair(long hair)
HMMM.
but it won't work.
for one they don't even know each other.
and there's an age gap of...
a year.
HAHA

Will #6 and #17 date?
Lengshan and Racheltan!
well, they do know each other.
but i'm quite sure they're not les.
and anyway, i suspect they'll drive each other nuts after a while.

Describe #3.
Annette!
she's a really, really amusing, politically incorrect person.
she acts like a total bimbo/shallow/materialistic person,
which you can say she is
but it's not ALL she is.
she is also very smart, has really good people skills, is someone i suspect will make a killing in the business arena and has great legs(:
HAHA
and something she is, is she's not afraid to show who she is and laugh with you at herself.

Is #8 attractive?
Jessica!
yes!
jess is LOVELY.
both inside and out.
regardless of how she is, she has that smile on ehr face, and she always tries.
and she remembers tea day too!

Describe #7.
Charlene!
char is pretty(:
and char is seriously good at organising stuff.
and char is responsible
AND CHAR CAN LISTEN TO LENGSHAN TALK.
(kowtows)

Do you know any of #12's family members?
russell.
i know he has a sister?
HAHA

Will #18 confess that he/she likes me?
yes, she does that very often
Wei wen has alot of love to spare.
and she's really mature and wise
kind of like elo, but without the wierdness.
not that that's a bad thing.

Would you ever date #1?
yes.
i've done it manytimes
and i;m doing it tomorrow.
but now she has other people to go out with so she ignores meeeeee.

Is #19 single?
i think so.
should be anyway.

What language(s) does #15 speak?
english, chinese and piggish.

Who normally goes out with #9?
joshua lui.
how would i know.
kirby i guess.
AND THE SALTSHAKERS CAUSE HE LOVES US ALL(:

How old is #16?
18 this year!
one day before ivan!
seriously cool.
HAHA
similar birthday, looks the same, behaves the same, similar personality
were the both of you born in the same hospital?
maybe there was a mistake, you're twins.

Who is #2's favourite singer?
i have NO CLUE.
she likes john mayer though.
RIGHT?

Would you ever date #4?
hilary?
nooooooo.
sorry dear.
but NOOOOOOOO.
hard to talk to the floor level.
*runs far away*

What is #10's last name?
ivan (bh)ang

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11?
friends?
seesh.
what do you want me to say?
i would like to kill him and fry him then feed him to fish?

What is #3's school?
SAJC!!!

Where does #6 live?
TIONG.
hahahahahaha

What are your favourite things about #5?
joanne dearest is an exuberant thing.
and she's so famous i use her as an icebreaker when talking to crescent girls.
your junior says hi by the way in case my sms gets lost.
puls i've known her since forever.
okay, not that long,
but i definitely remember more of her than ivan.
she comes up with the most TERRIBLE ideas.

Seen #2 naked before?
well, we do change for PE in the changing rooms.
and stuff.
but naked...
nah.

and i'm not gonna tell anyone to tagggg.

ehh, no judith/elo/kit question!


interview was quite long, felt quite good to tell people about why i joined life con and what's been ahppening the past year. placements were screwed, i totally cannot dance hiphop hahahaha.
sometimes i have second thoughts.
then i remember,
GOD WILL MAKE A WAY.
when there seems to be no way
he works in ways we cannot see
he will make a way for me
he will be my guide, hold me closely to his side
with love and strenght for each new day, he will make a way
he will make a way.

SHITTTTTT.

I AM SO $@^%&%( I SHOULD DIE NOW.

@#$^#^#%&

excuse my language.



on noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

and there's lit.
and econs.
and dried strawberries?

okay, random.

://////
open house.

gg.


Kenneth!
HELLO!
thanks(:
haha. shows that my mission's accomplished(:
amen.
(:

Thank God.
never thought MSAs would go so well
and i seriously didn't study that much.
Thank God for being with me
and giving me the stuff to write.










feeling terrible:/
want to stay home
for now anyway.
or at least, go to school later.

argh, **** j1s.



josh/joanne
I CHECKED OKAY.
OF COURSE I CHECKED.
THAT'S WHY IT LOOKS LIKE THAT, NOT THE OTHER WAY 'ROUND.
i think.

i really am quite antisocial.
hate, loathe meeting new people, making new friends.

when i tell people i'm shy NO ONE BELIEVES ME.

it it that strange?
is it that difficult to believe that i only open up to people i know?

argh.

and the only other person
who has those feelings
those painful stabs
right through the heart
is
well.
different.
or maybe we're not so different, we've just grown apart.

I CANNOT FIND MY LIT TEXT.

BRAVE NEW WORLD AND OTHELLO.

I AM SO SO SO DEAD.

GG.

HOW ON EARTH DID I LOSE THEMMMMMMM.

PLUS.
MS K IS GOING TO SKIN ME ALIVE.

oh crap.

am i really that scary?!!

welcome to the life of a sluggard.







opportunity to step out of my comfort zone.
and i don't want it.

STC Clique/Piehouse
■ANNABELLEliang
■ ELOISElie
■JUDITHlee
■RACHELtan

STC choir
■ahbung ying-Geok ying
■kakak kitkat-Kathlyn
■NENEK-Janet

08A07
■Desiree
■Vanessa
■Rahman
■Samuel
■Joshua (lok)
■Benedict
■Elise
■Leena
■Denise

08A06<3
■BEE (bzzt-sting)
■NET (the black)

Small Saltshakers
■ Abigail!
■Phoebe!
■ Victoria!

Saltshakers
■ Aaron
■ Charlene
■ Joshua (lui)
■ Joanne

um. nelson, suggest a title.
■ Nelson