Amen.
if only God gave us the power to turn back time.
God, thank you for letting me be part of this great, GREAT event.
thank you for this pain in my heart, the sinking feeling that we have so little time together.
thank you for letting me experience it so many times. because that means that You have given me the opportunity to be a part of another great group. thank you that i have known all those awesome groups of people. this year, Lord, there were so many. PAE 07, Life concert, this. Lord, thank you.
memories of yesterday(:
1)
waking up at 6.30 am to jump around, HYPER EXCITED.
2)
walking into church late and seeing jess in her black shirt bent over her work
3)
complaining about math and rubbish and aaron walks in IN WHITE
hahaha
(we were supposed to wear black)
4)
complaining about my lousy a math and aaron goes, "i've never gotten above single digit"
HAHA
that was totally off.
HAHAHAHA
5)
seeing all the people come in drips and drags --> who comes next? ummmm
CHARLENE
haha
and complaining about after apple picking HAHA
6)
walking out to get stuff and meeting josiah
seeing him run to put the stuff down and join us
7)
getting the rose AND DISCOVERING THAT IT'S 80 CENTS.
haha
it was pretty(:
8)
THE EGGS
the sizes were weird.
hAHA
9)
waiting for lengshan and talking about her and aaron goes, i think she;s acting retarded and we all say that lengshan IS retarded and then realising that he's talking about the auntie selling tissue paper.
HAHA
10)
MEETING LENGSHAN
(i remember messaging chesed my ct results IT ALMOST MADE ME FALL OVER)
11)
going back to church and meeting kenneth and SEEING HIS IDENTITY CARDS.
no wonder he;s "scared fat"
12)
seeing his ez-link card and hearing someone go, wa, kenneth had afro hair (think it was aaron-again)
13)
going to dawson and buying the prizes
HAHA
someone was first prize, OH CHARLENE
and jess was second and aaron was third
HAHA
14)
trying to buy the beer and NOT SUCCEEDING
hahahaha
15)
TAKING THE BUS AND MISSING OUT STOP-one stop after we got on
16)
showing off my fast walking and pulling aaron along (he walks unberably slowlyyyy)
17)
me and lengshan taking pictures of the grass outside church
//edit
ANDAND
pastor ronald drove past and then we were talking about asking him to drive us to dawson
and we realised that there was no space for all of us):
so we decided to put lengshan in the boot cause we can still hear her voice from there
HAHA
AND
then we decided that if she drove a car she wouldn't need a horn cause her voice alr very loud, it's like an eternal horn.
but more melodious of course.
HAHA
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18)
lunch- with the saltshakers(most anyway) and SOGGY FRIES that were ironically not salty
19)
JOSHUA LUI COMES
and cuts his finger going up the stairs(long story)
20)
registration- the first people then
BAM the whole gianormous group
lengshan and charlene's WONDER CELL
haha
21)
SEEING PHOEBE AND ABIGAIL!
22)
start of activity, running around with ls at first then speed writing names, groups, colours
23)
CHASING TIME
ahaha
i totally remember making joshua toh's group do cheers
HAHA
"you have 40 seconds to think of a cheer i'll be back then"
*runs around chasing time again*
40 seconds later
"40 minutes-ehh, seconds are up!"
HAHA
24)
watching them play chairmen
COOL LAAAAAA
hahahaha
i remember kenneth and the unity sec guy
*chiong along the chairs *
THUD
woah
hahahaha
loud laa
the sound of flesh on flesh
25)
rushing down for preperations
THE BLOOD
HAHAHA
26)
orange or blue?
HAHA
black or shiny grey?
27)
THE MAKE UP
oh man.
HAHA
RUSSEL REFUSED TO PUT EYELINERRRRRRRRRR
28)
sitting in the floor at the last row of chairs in the cry room and singing songs
i remember jess's face.
29)
walking in and someone shouts my name
30)
SKIT STARTS.
31)
the laughter at aaron's part-the rose bit
32)
when jess snatches the can out of my hand and i was super unprepared
but the timing was PERFECT
33)
charlene pulls the rubberbad off HARD.
34)
the collective gasp with the blood.
that was NICE
great job russel and jess(:
35)
the silence when the struggle begins
we really struggled.
it was VIOLENT
kept trying to pull jess back and the fall flat part
SWEET.
wasn't even planned.
we did miss one throw back though
compensated with the drama
HAHA
36)
ivan coming in and the throwing part, BEAUTIFUL.
37)
waiting for it to be over and not having the urge to laugh
38)
getting up and realising that i squashed the rose
39)
walking into the room and the outburst of speech
HAHA
i remember jess lying on the floor
40)
taking emo photos.
HAHA
JOSHUA LUI I WANT THOSE EMO PHOTOS.
41)
the hugs(:
with ls and jess and charlene(:
42)
kenneth's face when it was over
43)
REALISING THAT IT WAS NOT VIDEOED
and the all round
"joanne will kill us" s
HAHA
44)
assalting sec 1s and 2s for videos.
and joshua lui and me going continue continue to the phone and russell and ivan predicting when it'll end
45)
the food, going down and realising that aaron and i actually wern't needed to help cook
HAHA
//edit
I DON'T KNOW HOW I COULD HAVE FORGOTTEN THISSS!
when we were eating and then abigail comes up to me and says something i forgot what.
and then she suddenly says something like but now we know that aaron and jessica very pei
and then i think i was laughing then we hear aaron go
er, i heard that.
HAHA
cause he was on the other side of the table.
i remember looking at abigail and her face having the "oh shit" expression
HAHA
end edit\\
46)
taking pictures and kenneth disapperaing and the saltshaker cms shouting KENNETH really loudly.
HAHA
he was like
don't do that leh, very embarrassing
then he disappeared again and we shouted (again)
and this time his answer was
sorry, very hungry
-_-"
i thought someone scared fat
HAHA
47)
giving out the book marks and the girl refusing them:/
48)
PICTURES WITH ABIGAIL AND PHOEBE!
49)
clearing up
the noodledonnowhatnumblimb thing was super dirty laaaaa
KILL JOANNE
kenneth and keith and joshua toh (hidden) cleanig the floor and removing water with the dustpan and mel goes, the brothers at work
HAHA
(they SO don't look alike)
50)
the baby lizard
51)
realising that the third prize WASN'T GIVEN OUT
52)
distributing the cards(:
and blocking the stairway and suanning ls with keith
HAHA
not really la, but abit anyway
HAHA
53)
stopping at every staircase.
HAHA
54)
charlene aaron and i taking 132
I MISSED MY STOP HOW RETARDEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
at least i can change(:
HAHA
55)
talking about our siblings and realising that aaron has a younger brother in church!!
i miss them already):
woke up this morning hyper again
but went down when i stopped messaging ls):
then crashed
i guess it's kinda okay, since i have been so hyper for a few days.
WATCHED THE DRAFT on aaron's blog
ARGHHHHHHHHHH
WHY DIDN'T WE GET THE "REAL ONE"
argh
hahaaha
Lord, thank you.
Somewhere between the hot and the cold
Somewhere between the new and the old
Somewhere between who I am and who I used to be
Somewhere in the middle, You'll find me
Somewhere between the wrong and the right
Somewhere between the darkness and the light
Somewhere between who I was and who You're making me
Somewhere in the middle, You'll find me
Just how close can I get, Lord,
to my surrender without losing all control
Fearless warriors in a picket fence,
reckless abandon wrapped in common sense
Deep water faith in the shallow end
and we are caught in the middle
With eyes wide open to the differences,
the God we want and the God who is
But will we trade our dreams for His or are we caught in the middle
Are we caught in the middle
Somewhere between my heart and my hands
Somewhere between my faith and my plansSomewhere between the safety of the boat and the crashing wavesSomewhere between a whisper and a roar
Somewhere between the altar and the door
Somewhere between contented peace and always wanting moreSomewhere in the middle You'll find me
Just how close can I get, Lord,
to my surrender without losing all control
Lord, I feel You in this place and I
know You're by my side
Loving me even on these nights when I'm caught in the middle
Somewhere between contented peace and always wanting moreindeed.
caught in the middle.
