i really am quite antisocial.
hate, loathe meeting new people, making new friends.
when i tell people i'm shy NO ONE BELIEVES ME.
it it that strange?
is it that difficult to believe that i only open up to people i know?
argh.
and the only other person
who has those feelings
those painful stabs
right through the heart
is
well.
different.
or maybe we're not so different, we've just grown apart.